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MSIA TRIP

2009-02-24T12:10:00.007+08:00

Hello everyone! I AM BACK TO BLOG HAHAHA. yea after like one yr? yep i will blog about my msia trip last fri (fond memories i mus remind myself by blogging)

Friday~

We started the day off with a kbox session!hahaha its so nice to sing songs u noe! i jus love singing w frens hee.finally saw louis w his botak head.i wonder when is it me turn hmmm.

We set off for kranji bidding louis farewell (ns man cant go overseas too bad lol). Met hz and we set off for the custam lol. somehow i was nervous, its become so high tech, using jus ur passport and finger print t get pass. ok best thing is i failed the thumbprint thingie.lucky was because my passport jus got renewed so they haven updated in the system.tsk. oh ya my passport photos looks very young and very unlike me!lucky the officer let me pass haha.off t msia!

we waited very long for zenkyn to come fetch us.Shock of my life- zenkyn was driving a car and asking us t come in. ok i guess everyone grows up one day rite? hahaha. he looked pissed and serious. very unlike him. we squeezed on the car n went t his house.throughout the trip he was so dam serious hahaa.we started joking about drifting. Finally, we reached his house!Its so dam big i tell u!Like a palace i mus say? He also has like 3 dogs hahaha.so we stepped in the house and were shown our rooms. we sat there and stoned super long, attempting to discuss tml's plan and later ons dinner. Its so nice to relax and CHILL~

Dinner was kway chap!Pig organs, blood, egg, duck and guay tiao, eveyrthing was gd!The best thing about tis dinner is, it only cost RM48 for 6 person hahaha!tads like $3 ++ each person!After dinner, zenkyn said we could CHILL at a cafe called 'living room'. Off we went to living room cafe. The atmosphere there is really suitable for chilling and relaxing~.We played asshole daidee n talk cock for very long.Zenkyn was freaking excited playing the game, i guess he missed the old times of asshole daidee lol. Zenkyn's friends then came over too and sat at a table beside us. After these fun times, we set off for our next eating destination.

Zenkyn's friends suggested going some place to eat.We then went there and had supper.I ordered a chicken burger while the rest ordered some other burgers. Wa the waiters here are very screwed up, serving us food we didnt order. Yep, and my chicken burger was served super early.Later, we found out they served wrongly and we had an extra chicken burger. So, Zenkyn's friend imbarly coup it.
They also smoked some smoke tad goes through water, ok i dnno wad is it called, but wadeva it is, me zr kp and ph didnt try it. After eating, the 4 of us went for a little walk while hz, zen and frens stayed back. After crossing a huge road wif cars, we came by some road side stores selling slippers.There is addidas, nike, puma, eveyrthing looked real hmm.We didnt buy anything tho.Zen then gave us a call to ask us back. We got back on the car and left the place for home.

At his house, we bathed and then 2 person went t play ps2 while the rest played bluff. i was in the bluff team hahaha.so fun man.im not gd a bluffing ppl oh well.hhowever ph is even worse! hahaha he makes it so obvious by acting casual LOL. ok we had a gd laugh n at like 5.30 am we went t slp. Thats the end of friday!

Saturday~

We all woke up at like around 2pm!dam late i tell u hahaha. maybe his bed is dam comfortable.had some breakfast and went out t play bowling.on the car trip, we started our er hem talk lol. oh man! so long nv bowl alr! i was still testing out how to spin the ball lala. its so fun t bowl again.haha.my score like crap i think 70+ for both games lol.the rest about the same, while hz had a 100 pt lol! the bowling shoes looks cute, colourful and everything.hahaha.on the way out i wanted t exchange some money, a bunch of scammers tried t scam me by exchanging at 2.1 rate. oh well. lucky we didnt fall for it lol.

After bowling, we were all famished. So zenkyn bought us t the nian dou fu stall t eat! it was dam nice man! the liao can ownself choose. then the dry guo tiao was dam gd wif the sauce! then zen oso ordered a bowl of meatball, but they dun taste really like meat ball but still taste nice! esp wif the chilli! omg.finally satisfied the hunger hahaha.

we went t pool.omg the building looks torn down, old and creepy. According t zenkyn theres a 'ghost floor' which is deserted. Afterall the building looks quite torn down, no surprise.anyway pool! another game i didnt play for very long x( so i played really badly, my team got owned by zen n hz team lol.oh well.last game of 9 balls was successfully schemed by zhi rui :(

After pool was ice kachang time! We werent able t go to the chocolate ice kachang stall tad allows u t add the chocolate u wan ( according t zenkyn), so we went to another ice kachang stall tad didnt let us put our chocolate lol. it was nice but the chocolate wasnt enuf!This is when we started our chain story game. Each person will add in his own story n pass it on t the next person. hahhaa yea the outcome was hilarious plus uh.. hmm lol.

After ice kachang, we headed home!tis time it was jenga! (uno stacko like) we had t remove blocks from the strucuture n keep stacking upwards.it was very stressful and hard. zr even had a shaky hand hahhaa.in the end when it was like 34 storeys (in terms of the block, lol) it became really unstable and we had t cheat and hold it in place.tad marked the end of the game. then we started a game of monopoly! hahaha it sure is fun. Ph took control of the train station and started owning early game. after that somehow, zenkyn build hotels and started owning everyone lol. and funny part is the train man, ph, started stepping on hotels non stop n became broke lol! i wasnt having a gd time too oh well. lol, moral of the game is t build hotel? off t slp!

To be continued..

2008-11-22T20:44:00.000+08:00

Friends
Its been so long since i last blogged.very very long indeed.so long until nobody realise there will ever be a new post ahah.sadly everytime i blog its something not very happy x(
I know this is all so trivial but really affects me since we are all friends for so many years.changing server is for the better.i dont see why u guys dont wanna switch over to a pk server with 1k ppl, isnt tad what u all wanted? is it because of ur time and effort at e older server? i also spend time and effort there but e population there is jus too small. i know i didnt spend as much time and effort but pls this new server is what we wanted, faith ro like. (i am sure)
trust me my friends, once u get used to it u will like it like i do.
till then i will be waiting..
thanks for everything feli;

2008-02-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

Updated finally
today is road run, 5.1km, i ran thru everyting. i guess my stamina has improved! ananda did 07NT01 proud by clinching the champion for the j2 category, tads like 100 points. i ran like 25 or 26 mins wich contributed 1 pt to the house.(lol but its impt u noe, we only won the runnerup house by 5 pts okay).
as usual, our class guys, (justin har and gang) put their voice to test, theres random shoutings of ANTOINE(at the ip girl tad looked like antoine junior), then POON YOU, then EARTHQUAKE, then MR NG AND MISS ANG S*X many many more.

my class just does crazy stuff like that, but i enjoy doing it with the class hehe. the recent one is the well known" would u like to join my class" to guai lan that gp teacher. we would stay back in class (even tho we r supposed to leave the class room) for her to come to class and shout tad phrase, just because she scolded us that a few weeks ago. our class is therefore demoted to 07NT01, the first normal tech class in nj. cause what we do isnt of jc standard lol. i love my class and the jokers inside.

CNy total angbao countings have remained constant. tis year's trend is an increase in quantity but decrease in quality. there r more $4 angbaos, hence total earnings constant. haven got any idea wad to spend on yet, maybe a pair of new slippers? (my quik silver slippers are really QUIKly fading off)
anyways i managed to get a new cool white wallet tho. the old one ought to be changed long ago, jus tad i had no time. its not that i throw away things i dun wan but somethings arent meant to be kept.

tis week i wasnt able to catch wif most work, teachers talk tamil in tutorials. i sleep alot in tutorials, its time i start catching up. its time.
AND i bought a new notebook, my road to success lol. it will record all my tasks n assignments so i would be more organized =) so far, i have recorded 13 things to do but only 2 r ticked done lol. nvm tis weekend i make sure there r 13 ticks!

hockey trainings has increased by one- a morning run. tad means my thurs late wake up is gone! argh nvm im getting used to it alr. today pitch training, new coach, refreshed our basic techniques again. i feel i can sweep slightly better alr hehe. way to ownage yay. wads more hockey now got new motivation alr hehe so martin is not gonna say " jus pon la" so easily.

new target, new aim, new hopes?

2008-01-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

New year new resolution?
its been sometime since i last blogged. i will keep it going tho. first week of sch boring, cant adapt until the next week. suffering from the i-still-wan-holiday sickness. by oh well by the second week im alr fine n adapted to the new j2 life.

hockey has became more hardcore, with coach coming down to train us and also pitch trainings. i screw up now and then still but aiya abit dont care alr, only 3 more months. today was hardcore! ran a total of 12.4km lol. (but not in one shot la) now legs cui alr la. one sudden action can cramp the whole leg lol. had some pt after the run. tired tired

sch work too has doubled the hardcoreness. My teachers are all excellent except u noe hu. hes been screwing our class since dunno when and whats best, he enjoys screwing it plus he got thick skin to come back n teach us. our seniors told us he can nv follow up to j2. and miracles do happen and he became our j2 teacher again. he didnt teach j2 for 10 years alr. (woot) i guess i need a math tuition teacher.

my new year resolution is to get 4As for a lvls lol. and to do well in eveyrting i wana do. stay happy and healthy (:

im still working! on sundays tho. hahaha quite fun to cont working la. i quite miss herry anyways, my partner for chiobu rating. the rest have quitted. only left me n tues. anyways, LI NAN XING was eating at our rest at 1pm. at first quite stunned then take a look! wa really him. i was all excited but my colleagues all like no big deal. wads best is at 2 plus ZHU HOU REN came in and we were like omgomgomg. lol ok 2 stars in a day! hope i get to c some jeannette au or felicia chin someday lol.

i have almost everything i want, but something is still lacking in my life.

2007-12-03T10:57:00.000+08:00

A change
the last week was a dam busy one so had no time to blog le. started work and worked for one week alr. this week is going to be even more busy except for today n tuesday. hockey camp, trainings and work. my knee is almost fully recovered le (i think?) but i dont think i can sprint yet. sometimes i really paranoid whether the injury is permanent or not lol.

Working in a restaurant is 1000X better than at a factory. Factory is no diff from robots la jus keep doing and doing, every moment is a peak. at least theres a peak and non peak for restaurant. learn many new things in last week. serve tea, do bill, make desert, drinks blah blah. its quite fun la, a lot better than stoning at home doing nothing esp when RO craze has died down (lol.). Every craze comes and go, i guess dota craze is next i think. John nv fails to entertain me with his 'bonus' and everything. oh and i made a few friends there (:

Last thurs, my mum called me and ask me to go IMM find her after work. im quite surprised i willingly agreed. if it was me like 4 years ago or wad, i would rather rush home and play comp. Things have changed i guess. i realised now i tend to treat friendship n kinship more than anything, esp after some mistakes i made. For me, i think im gonna stop love totally (until maybe ns?) before the hollow comes out again. Friends and families are what i wanna care about only. my life is so much happier now.

My life really undergone such a big change alr. from a 14 hr com freak to a semi $ farmer lol. working also let me make more new friends and also constantly keep in touch with john and gang. hockey trainings are also gonna start for me since my kneee is almost ready. its time to jian fei! lol.

Play hard, Work hard, Study hard.

im not blind, im very aware of what u post. i dont know what i can do to make u happier, if i can pls tell me, afterall its all my fault. meanwhile, forget me.

2007-11-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

Start of work tml!
finally an update after so long, had been busy roing. last monday injured my knee during training. didnt go training for tis week le. next week oso cannot sia, knee still hurts when running. o well, hope i can go back training asap, i wanan shake some fats!
after stoning for 2 or 3 weeks of the holiday, we have finally found a job at a jap restaurant. its the rest tad tues had been working for over a year alr, so the manager trust tues to recommend imbar frens to work. so we better not screw up tml! today went out wif john to buy the black jeans and polo tee we need for tml. the jeans we went budget n went over to giant, 9.90 one pair best price la, lelong lelong.
after that i still enthuly bought a dark red dye for my hair. ok honestly first time dying hair so abit noob shyt. took very long b4 i decided on the mud cherry colour. reaching home, i enthuly ask my mum help me dye. ok shes not pro la but also not tad noob. so my hair got dyed slightly dark red. not obvious at all unless under the light lo, so i guess not a problem. but i really wan the ash colour! maybe after As bah (sad life of a jc ian). now i keep looking at my hair to check if theres colour la, i think everyone has their first time la hor hahaha.
Evening was wedding dinner of my relative (my mum's cousin's son's). my uncle enthuly booked a coach for the whole big family to bring us to the hotel. it was 6 star hotel sia. nv been in one b4. looks quite normal la. ok THE FOOD. 4 words: for those on diet. the quantity is lil until pathetic. n there was like only 6 dishes. but i mus say the food is of top quality and taste gd esp the cod fish. the couple are dam rich ppl i guess. i guess the whole banquet cost at least 100k or wad lo siao de. everyting is so grand. well i enjoyed it overall cause i get to meet my fav cousin. i also like the chocolates which were made the shape of golf balls and they looked exactly like one ( i swear and they r as hard as one but extremely nice white chocolates).
tadaaa the end of today. tml work liao so cant sleep too late! wish me gd luck okay guys! nights.

if only u will talk to me,
that would give me so much more motivation.

but u were nv there.

2007-11-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

=(
another two more weeks into the holiday, hockey trainings and ro tads all i did. im wasting tis holidays la n its really not a happy one. ro is getting boring soon. n i will be left to rot once again.
today was friday night bball. had fun as usual. tonight ended earlier maybe due to the ro craze. my kettle's water ball is imbar but still has limitations. will be bored of ro soon. i wanan learn how to play the piano, sing well, more more more.
sometimes, i can only blame myself for falling in love wif the rong person.
if only someone came into my life to brighten it.

no matter how hard i try ; its the same but i understand.

every night i still pray;
that u will be by my side one day.

2007-11-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

life still goes on
almost 1 week into the holidays, tis week nth much meaningful cause of the recent RO craze, everyone gone crazy, jus chiong RO n MORE RO. ok but somehow i started the trend lol. on the other hand, its quite a gd get tgt for me n my frens. jailbreakers guild owning!
just now bball as usual, every friday night bball always rock. today oso got hockey training plus bball totally exhausting but fun la. finally early enuf for HOTS and pans. yay
maybe its quite obvious, maybe not. i noe the outcomes but im jus following what my heart tells me to cause i dont wanna lie to myself.
the only thing in tis world u cant force is love.

2007-11-05T20:39:00.000+08:00

Sian
holidays have started, i find myself rotting more n more badly. really nth to do at home! i wished i had something meaningful to do. days seem bleak n my mood isnt gd now. i think i swallowed a tooth pick jus now when eating the takoyaki (maybe im jus paranoid, but i really felt something sharp on my throat) will i die from it? even if so life is so meaningless now so it doesnt matter lol.
maybe i need a job to kill away time so i dun think too much, maybe i need to meet up wif my frens more often, maybe i jus see. u.
every night i pray, n i hope somethings can come true. it nv seem to come at all, not even a lil bit. it affects my mood drastically. maybe i will have to lead tis life just like the past.
i wish, still

2007-10-29T14:20:00.000+08:00

wanna do something meaningful!

i had always been looking forward to the holidays, but now i realised how boring it can get, especially when u have almost nothing meaningful to do. these few days i didnt do anyting much except for dotaing, n some pw n maybe 2 tings i considered meaningful:

firstly, last thursday recorded the lengendary feng with ping hah. if u wanna listen ask me on msn! its not perfected yet with some mistakes here n there lol.

Secondly, ytd jus refurnish tis blog wif a new blog skin. it features my fav bleach character ichigo and his hollow hahah. (its the evil side of him, the black left eyes is the hollow's, for those hu dunno bleach) i find it quite interesting. yes everyone has a hollow hhaha (im not crazy over bleach, its true!) n most imptly, it reflects how im feeling.

i really wanna do something meaningful tis holiday. i dun wanan jus dota my whole day away. i dun mind going out wif u guys, bball or work or wadeva. omg i jus dun wanna stay at home! someone call me out for bball or anything man! this holiday oso gonna have lots of training, in wich i ponned the one today lol cause i sprained my thumb during bball last friday.

its weird dun u think so, when u want something so badly but in the end after u get it u dread it, jus like the holidays. however there are still tings tad i still hope will come true, still praying.
i will still be there.

2007-10-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

What hurts the most`
its been years since i last blogged. promos is over, results are back. i did fine. nth to be happy about.

its the end for us. so much guilt and all i can say is sorry, its all my fault. love is just so wonderful, just so selfish, just so hurting. i realised i could not lie to myself anymore and i initially i tot time could change everyting, but it jus got worse everyday. My foolish decisions led to more sorrow for u. i just hate myself sometimes. It shldnt have started in the first place- u taught me many tings, and i can always rmb the gd times we have, the photos we taken. all but is left is memories.

Love is just so dumb sometimes. Its the only thing tad u cant force. Yet, ppl are still foolishly holding on to what they believed will happen one day. No matter how hard u try, if theres no feeling, everyting could be so futile. u nv noe when u will get hit by love and fall in love wif someone. everyting can be so unpredictable but one ting is for sure, loving someone who dont love u is pain.
everyting seems so meaningless alr. once u fall for it u are nv gonna climb back up.

friends are what im left with, they are the one keeping my world rotating still. thx guys.

why am i falling for it again.

2007-10-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

End of promos, end of sorrow?
the long awaited promos is finally over. yay. everyone had put in lots of effort and deserve a gd rest. me too. finally have some time to blog. gd luck to all my frens and sis that haven finish exams, only a few more days to go! go for it! (: i realised my sis has transformed into a total mugger nowadays. nv seen her so hardworking b4 lol. but thats a gd change rite. tml im going to my cousin's house to tuition my sec4 cousin on chem. hes my closest fren since young, and still so playful. mus make sure he do well for tis o lvls.
last friday was a FRUITFUL study session wif john ben n tues lol. o well, john bought the dunno wad cube n start solving n teaching us how to solve it. i gave up at step1 while ben persevered to step 2. we are not meant to play such things la lol. ( except the smart john) so half of our study session was used to video record john n some lame stuff revolvin around the cube lol. then xk joined us for dinner n we played at ben's house awhile b4 going home. hope after their promos we can go out more often too.
today was last day of promos wich meant dota. lol. more n more dota!
tho tis wave of promos shyt is over, theres still many things unsettled, like pw.. hope i can finally rest soon.

if i had 5 lifes,
i would become a singer, an artist,a pianist,a basketballer or just a man.

2007-09-01T23:49:00.000+08:00

Start of mugging?
teacher's day celeb went out with 4D to rv n its always fun to be wif them. esp impt cause i finally met ping. for teachers only chatted wif mr faizad and mdm So. They r quite the same still. Mr faizad was more cheerful tis time round=). Ping n i have finally made the legendary 'feng' but still need improvement (he hurt his pinky and i zou ying lol) i oso met wj john n gerald n sz. long time no c but they had to leave as soon as we met tsk. haha.then after visiting rv, we went to vivo. it was flooding with rvians lol. ate bk the second time in my life! lol. then tues n ben came. its been long since i last saw them too. we walked walked and i was finding my ichigo figurine. i had been finding it for months alr and my sis told me she saw a last set at vivo. then went to search but it seems that its sold out alr. after vivo we went to mt faber safra for bowling. some played while the rest played cards. the noob forever noob, bring us walk 2km then got triple 2s still lose in daidee lol. blur queen la. then went tbp n had dinner. woo love the time spent wif u all. ping stay strong k. everyone is nice it jus takes time. take care all 4Done its.
its all my fault, im useless, its all wrong from the start. concentrate on ur promos, all the best n dont fall sick now will u.

2007-08-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

goodbye marcus!
a post finally! hahaha. yea its been years since i last blogged again. many many things happened.
Last friday was ROD for this year sec4 ncc. met my ex platoon mates. really missed them. n finally got time to meet. we played talked, played bball, watch performance, say 'jokes' lol. then went to have kfc tgt. gd times r forever rmbed =)
Last weekend was tiring and enriching. helped out in nic's yfc project. it had been on going for quite long le jus tad i no time to blog about it. sat me ml n cyx cabbed down to pasir ris to start preparation. we (plus jy) chained cans, hang banner, stick fliers TGT =) long time nv hang out wif sec4 frens le. its a gd time to get back old gd times (wif zhi ang? lol ). we ended sat wif a match of pokemon cards lol. then we woke at 7 n start the preparation. i was a little disappointed overall as not many turned out and we somehow embarassed popurlar ppl we invited.. they didnt have enuf audience. however it was fun to get tgt wif my sec 4 frens and gain experience. i also made 2 new frens: annabelle and jiele =D they had been very helpful and very enthu and nice girls. at first they seem rather quiet but after some time, during the carnival they start talking more lol. but that was the last time we r going to meet each other i think? nvm got photo la hor. i wont tell u wad wan is! =P n my sec 4 frens who r not in nj, we wont be meeting much after this project. gonna miss everyone lots! dont u all dare forget me!
today sch time as usual, national celebration day we have to do sai gang! carry mattress for the dancers. but not bad we had team spirit. we are convinced its us that cause aqua to win champion =D marcus came to sch today! very very sad hes leaving tis sunday in the morning. cant send him off le. today was the last meeting. but i tink 07s21 guys fully utilised the time wif him. first we did sai gang tgt, then watch ndc, then went clem and eat PIZZA HUT. but as soon as we found out its too ex, WE ZHAO LOL. so malu but ok wdv. we went kfc instead and queued dam long. got one scheming auntie tried to cut our queue BUT WE JIAN CHI. but she still use us to cut a lot of ppl's queue. ok family feast was dam full! marcus nv changed much, still a joker who LOVES J** although he doesnt admit it. (i have 2 evidence lol ^^) nan hua gang then left for nan hua then we called beaver. 4 person jus nice to pool! so we pooled all the way to 5 plus. it was tiring lol. n we were missing like crazy for the last few games. then went mac to S- Lack. with a tap on the back, i bid farewell to marcus. i am going to miss him. on the way back home, i thought of the times we had tgt while listening to emo songs lol. getting emo~i still rmb how he taught me to balance chemical equation, how he made me laff all the time, zu Q*** joke, dai dee gang, how we taught him bridge lol, how we eat chicken cutlet tgt, hockey trainings tgt, how u guai lan joo oon, how u leak qin shou secret, how we play numerous pool tgt, how we did econs and chem va tgt, how we did the barney dance tgt wif u being the best dancer, how u look at 'sizes', how u fantasize shu hui, how u express ur love for j**, how u look weird when u confront j** today, how u laff, how u play pool lol, how u put on ur specs, how u intro me to bleach, how u bankai, how u stealth j**, how u shouted when u score a goal, how u frown ur eye brows and many many more. u r one of my bestest frens, u will not be forgotten in our hearts, u bring fun n laffter to the class, a gd support for us. but its sad to have u to leave. sudd as emo as when i first heard the news u r leaving, hais. i wish u all the best for everyting and gd luck on ur ang moh girls. study hard play hard! u PROMISED to visit us next year june okie. u better be there. chalet WINNING 11 AND ONAGA. hehe

gd bye my friend, bon voyage-
if only i can go back in time, maybe ..
i just cant leave the shadow..
n lastly, u. srry for being cold to u cause im busy wif many many things. i m jus confused dunno y am i tis unenthu. hais. hope things get better soon. long hair long hair face face.

2007-06-28T09:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey!
its been some time since i last blogged. but yup it wont be dead so easily i think? common test is over and later is physics SPA. SPA didnt require intensive mugging tho, so im here blogging =) common test is a flunk esp for physics and chem. didnt have time to finish at all. the teacher are out to kill us la. their killing intent is very great as u can c from chem paper: a standard 4 mark o lvl qns they give two marks. then halfway thru i fell asleep cause its aftn paper. dam easy one. but i managed to wake up in like 2mins? well its over lets not brood about it.
today chai is going off for studies in US. quite sudden but i knew about it long ago. and yea my gd fren marcus will be leaving in august for Canada. the class will have one less joker =X. imbar liao. sian the feeling of losing frens, lol im not emo.
these few weeks had been a busy week. we didnt have much time for each other. but i promise once all these shyts are over, i will spend more time wif u. ur place nv changed in my heart. ok enuf before tis blog starts melting-

no matter what, u r always in my heart

NO BLACK WORDS FOR U AHHAHA

2007-05-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

its still alive!.
after so long, tis nofatenodestiny.blogspot.com remains alive! lol. sorry was busy those few weeks so had no time to blog. so summarise summarise how i had been doing lately for all my frens tad lost contact (hope we keep in touch again)
firstly, sch work! i had been struggling to keep up wif tutorials n many more. here are recent test: econs test 10/20 (gd job) physics 10/28 (nice try) many many projects now! i believe u all oso! every subject one varied assessment can die ah! so far only omost finishing the chem one. the others all not touchd at all. CT coming soon, hope i can at least promote to j2 at the end of the year.
secondly, wad i have been doing recently. hmmm i shall start by saying im watching bleach now! owningggggg. the popular anime in town yo. im at episode 30 now (or is it 31 -.- wadeva.) its super niceee so all of those hu haven watched yet must watch!! im STILL dotaing wif RV frens and also wif shem. recent hot hero: viper. lala. recently i took up project wif nicholas they all. dont noe if i can handle it. (is it ok i back out if i find tad i cant manage?) first meeting at 8 , i overslept woke up at 11 -.-" bad bad. cham cham. friday went back to rv to collect cert. when i went to the toilet, it seemed as tho i was there the day b4. so miss rv.. had a chat wif peichong n stoned for quite sometime until ping came. the piano was spoilt! in like less than 1 yr -.-" well. hols coming soon! but tis hols is for mugging -.- dammit. when i realise our relationship has made me a less com addict, i noe its possible for me to sit down there n mug n not touch com. tyty ^.^
thirdly, relationships. hmm im getting along dam well wif marcus they all. maybe projects we abit screw up but generally still ok la. as of u, i blive wer getting closer and closer to each other alr. many things tad are unsaid can be understood. n im getting less bai chi by the day.many many 'outings' wif u. okok better not too much mushy things(si di xia zai lai LOL jk) 27 days - wan =)
u will always be my only.
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn =D

2007-04-22T00:30:00.000+08:00

many things happened.
so much has happend over tis week. didnt have time to blog until now. i shall start wif my bday. it was a memorable one cause most of my frens rmbed it. otho i only had one present but thats enuf to make it my best bday for the 17years. celebrated it with you and thank u very much for whatever u had done! i appreciated it very very much =)
wednesday was election day. it was a total slacking day and after sch we went zenkyn house. we went crazy n started making barney dances (dances to barney the theme song) n recorded it. we had a very gd laff over it. even till now after watching the video for like 10+ times its still funny!
friday went shopping with u at town. first time man but had to be in grey -.-" today was another mugging trip plus something special. the stars were beautiful =D sorry to cause u tio so many mosquito bites =X
u r my only.

2007-04-15T23:41:00.000+08:00

17 =D
15mins or less to 17 years old! lala. i dun blame anyone for not rmbing my bday cause i myself forget ppl's bday as well. anyways as long as someone rmbs its enuf =) today i slept till 130pm! yea crazy.. jus very tired. had tis weird dream of me becoming a dota hero n fighting a puppet like hero that can create illusion. guess i dota too much liao. ytd was napfa. overall i did fairly well. 3 A n 2 C. my standing braod jump was tyco 230. heng heng. tml is 2.4 if i screw it i wasted my effort man. come on tml my bday gimme a C at least pls =D . im feeeling rather high now lol. lala.
i wannna know the surprise.

2007-04-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

Stay happy forever!
last day of the school for the week! finally endure it. today i bought my new GC =D otherwise cannot attend gc lesson (marcus lame joke). after school went to cyx house n play some imbar table tennis. NJ(me n lianquang) lost to AC (cyx and mingle) again tsk. nvm nj will cont to jiayou n beat ac one day=D .

when i see u smiling, i am happy too.
u evol i

2007-04-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

=D
today shall be the most memorable n unforgettable experience =). intended to mug but end up laffin at pokemon video and yan jiu singing. tsk . had pasta mania for dinner!(seriously my first time eating there lo ^^") we wanted to watch jus follow law badly man. but really fate sia, left one seat -.- then had to watch TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLE .. well movie review, its a cartoon afterall so i will like it cause im a kidscentral fan. yep yep. =DDD
tell me this isnt a dream.

2007-03-27T21:11:00.000+08:00

Tired!
these few days r jus dam tiring.. hockey training n pe =X. today we went for our new gp class, met the new gp teacher, and sianed for 2 periods. life in jc is getting really kind of boring. lectures wich i dun understand, tutorials tad i dunno how to do.( srry to those tad i keep asking,esp nicholas,marcus n zenkyn, i really jus sux at studies) ytd had a 2.4 km trial, totally lousy - 1315. yea im not afraid to say it. i m quite determined to improve it to 11 or something haha.
i dont know if my motivation is still there,but i really hope someone is there for me .
be the battery of my life .

2007-03-24T20:19:00.000+08:00

Mr BeaN!
today went to watch mr bean. overall was a nice show. mr bean is still as funny as ever. only thing is, i feel the duration is quite short. it shld have been longer man. after tad was dinner and then some bridge. stuck at math hol assignment =X . once u get in tis hole u can nv climb up. jus like im still stuck at INEQUALITIES?? lol . nvm -slowly-
dun let meaningless things get the better over u. comp games n frens wich one u choose? giving up ur frens to play a game is really, best. one day, everyting in tis world would seem so sian. but there is only one thing tad nv get sian - friends. the more pissed i get shows that u got a fren tad still bothers to be pissed about u. i wan my fren back.

2007-03-20T20:06:00.000+08:00

ZzZ
ytd i enthuly typed one whole chunk of text then copied it. then tues gave me the ip for dota n i enthuly copy n overwrited the whole text. in the end i lost it zz. nvm .
last sunday, im supposed to meet john n gang at 11. i set alarm at 930, then my sis n my mum combo. alarm ring my mum went to off it. my fren called my sis answered n nv wake me up. they called again n my mum answered n did the same thing. so in the end i woke up at 1135! i was late by 1hr 30 mins. we went to play pool and then some hardcore b.ball to try out our KILLER CROSS OVER.we went over to ayer rajah (NOT AIYER I NOE, WONT SPELL IT RONG AGAIN!) cause there is net there woo.. so the chop sound is so niceee. n sz is still owning. fun day spent n later went over to je to buy some slurpeeeeeeeeee. so niceeeee. best drink in my life.
happy bday john! wish u gd luck in ur studies, life (and oso girls). lol.
welcome new classmates to 07s21! hope u all enjoy ur 2 years here. btw my class is a special class cause there r more guys than girls. a rare scenario in njc. tsk.
O ONE LAST THING. MONDAY WAS THE FIRST DAY I WORE LONG PANTS FOR 10 YEARS PLUS OF MY EDUCATION?! holy shyt. my class mates,frens and even my mum were asking hows the feeling of wearing long pants! well i only got one sentence to respond, i think shorts r still better ! lol =D
i feel empty and lonely still .

2007-03-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

Our basketball =)
woo . ytd went to meet wif glen n we went ben house. everyone was there! we had a crazily fun time. we invented tis monopoly plus black jack game holy, we use monopoly currency to bet on black jacks n the same currency to buy houses n property uber fun. we oso played unlimited bridge! we had yoshinoya for dinner wich i think is a total scam. its nice but quantity is too low =X. sian wads more i didnt had lunch tad day. after dinner we went to buy a bball cause we r all despo to play cause john didnt bring our only bball. so we went over to buy tis KILLER CROSS OVER BALL holy. imbarr question mark we all threw out our money, i used all the remaining 4 dollars i had. we finally gathered enuf money to buy the ball. finally our gang's first bball =). we even wanna sign all our names on each flap of the ball whahaha. N OFF WE CHIONG OUT ENTHULY WANTING TO TRY THE BBALL. ---BUT--- as we approached the exit of great world, its raining -.-""" . n we STONED at the shelter for liek 30 mins n glen gtg. was a gd try.. so much for the enthuness BUT we will not be beaten down! lol. when the rain was smaller we went back to ben house n cont our games. me n john n wj stayed over. we ate cup noodles for supper n next day we ate the 'best char siew fan john has ever eaten in his life' for lunch. was really gd. ben hao jiu shao =D. then WE WENT TO FIND THE BBALL COURT TO TRY OUR NEW BALL WHAHA. (it didnt rain ^^) n to our horrors, the ball suddenly seem very small. even compared wif the balll of the kids hus oso playing b.ball there. theirs SEEM SO BIG WTF. sian liao lol. well.. nvm its still OUR ball. i will love it n i noe the rest will . =D tml maybe going cycling wif tlq whaha.
LOOKING FORWARD TO TEST THE BALL AGAIN WIF THE REST OF THE GANG =D .

2007-03-13T00:03:00.000+08:00

Fruitful Day
today me, lq, nic n mingle met at 9 plus n jog =D. so we jog jog jog, halfway lq stopped n threw up his breakfast n mingle accompanied. me n nic cont jogging on our way to king albert park mac from hillview area . my running sux =X so jogging to kap is an achievement for me la. i somehow managed to push on n followed behind nic. we slow jogged all the way there. after reaching the mac im so tired but happy cause i endured all the way =D . then we had mac for breakfast n took bus back whahaha. seeing the bus travelling the dis i ran , woot sense of achievement. after that went to lq house n mug. mug = nic n lq teaching me math n physics lol. i jus slacked thru the pae,sleeping in some lectures n tuts, so now must catch up abit =X. nic is forever a pro la hahaha. n now i understand more of apgp n kinematics le! thx lots. later went to join cyx n ml in pool. hardcore scheming each other whahah. MOST SCHEMING AWARD - MINGLEEEEEEEEEEE.
today is gotta be the most fun day la. but soemhow when i reach home got abit moody again. dunno y la haha. tml painter coming my house to paint house liao . gonna have new colors, better than the plain white walls.

2007-03-07T18:34:00.000+08:00

life still goes on.
today nj feels so empty w/o those frens tad left. however i oso c alot of new faces. some frens oso came over. i wish all those hu r appealing back gd luck! bought a set of nj uniform le. i loook rather weird in it =X i think omost all the boys look weird in it. dunno y for some reasons girls wear until like so nice. the class w/o ping kee seem to have lost its direction. we r always lost somehow. lessons r boring as usual but looking forward to the march hols =D. ytd night was really moody. cant get to sleep n woke up very soon as i fell asleep. i jus cant get used to the feel of making frens n losing them. i can oso imagine my frens going to a new n unfamiliar jc =X . hope they all enjoy their orientation.
tml is another boring day. will still miss u all.
but best thing is friday no lessons. i think i had became an optimistic person. i hate being sad. i wan to stay happy forever ! =D
last farewell - for the last time ; its all fated . gd bye.

2007-03-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

Gd bye and gd luck =)
haven blogged for like years =X yea i think today is significant enuf for me to blog le ahha. 2 months plus ago, we were strangers, i didnt like orientation n stuff. but now, all the boys in s21 had became my gd frens n they r nice ppl. sadly, we r separating jus like tad. the next day everyone leaving nj will be in their new college. very weird n sad thing. let us make frens and separate us. n many of my rv frens, many r my best frens r changing college as well .. sian. i will miss all of them very very much. gd luck n have fun in ur new college. while there are ppl who cant make it to nj, there r some zhuaiS tad schemed very long to go better schools =D. tis is really like after separation of 4D , the same feeling. it will go away i hope.
how am i gonna survive w.o frens? nj is dumb, no orientation for first intakers. then how do we mix wif our new classmates. zz.
take care my buddies.

2007-02-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

o lvl results ..
9th feb, the jujment day morning. i went over to glen's house n recorded a song tgt. he played the guitar while i sang. my singing still sux la but overall we succeeded in recording one best one. so after tad was getting the results. well i got 8 wif the help of cl2. i m very happy of course. actually i dreamt of getting 8 b4 n it really came true =D. however im oso quite sad. some nj frens cant stay n r moving on to another jc. also, i wanted more ppl to come nj oso but seems like more r going to ac. abit sian. yea so happy n sad at the same time. after tad we went to play b.ball yea tads around tad for tad day.
the next night, went out wif cousin n auntie to chinatown to shop. had some dinner n were soon squeezing in the chinatown crowd. movement was slow. so was like 2hrs only moved like 100m?! o well. but somehow the atmosphere there was gd. my mum bought a lot of china stuff wich cost like only 3 for 10 bucks but they look like real gold n jade lol. n tads about it.. didnt really shopped much. jus caught in the crowd. i guess CNY conditions here would be 10X worse =X.
today, nth much. uncle suddenly invite me to eat dinner wif him. n later hes gonna buy me a new phone for the results i think. but too bad the model tad i wanted was out of stock. he would buy it tml when the stocks come back. earlier on today also went to have a hair cut. tis time was extremely short =X . well tads all for today.. cya

2007-01-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

cca hmm
last weekend was 2j/4d gathering, 4D gathering was woo. everyone was there except zhiang n prc boys. cai zhi was there =D for 2j otho only 4 girls turned up but most of the guys were there and we had some fun. played bridge wif 4D guys then went over to cck to meet the 2j ppl. we played bridge again n later some pizza n then hardcore bball (wif sz it oways is). overall its very fun ahah
tuesday went to play bball wif jinxuan hai yuan n lijun at my house nearby. played till 8 n was dam tired.
today went for canoeing training. the seniors were nice n patient. o well. i was sunburnt again.. so tml c me red dun laff at me. my skin has oways been like tad de la. very tired.. first time jiu canoe for 9 km liao =X dam tiring.. coming home still slept in bus n it overshot my stop. had to take a bus back home again zz
now im so dam tired... cya
HIGHLIGHT LO NO MORE LIAO HAHAHA moving on

2007-01-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Finally weekend
life in nj is like in rv again.. i fall asleep in lectures, tutorials bored diao. canoeing full liao dun wan us. then tried b.ball lo. so it rained n rained then oways no trainings until thurs . did some basic training n gym! dam tiring ahah. but i think still ok. today friday alot of hw, it rained again so no cca for me. tml got sec 2 n 4 outings to go. hope tad will be fun from the boring n sad life at nj. LT5 is perma cold la.. n i had to attend lecture at there for econs math phy n chem! still aching.. o lvl results coming soon, not feeling tad nervous yet.. but i noe i will soon. sian.
pls forget everyting ; she has found the guy.

2007-01-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

today lesson ended at 1140. went off to play bball then went ac to meet up wif some frens. then went back to rv. very happy to c the teachers again. n the school has changed abit. ah hua is back. teachers r still about the same. only tad mdm so has became the VP! wich i dunno until nicholas told me. didnt get to see her tho. played bball wif ncc/4d for a while b4 going home. tired. dam moody today. =( maybe cause i miss rv n the ppl there..
i tot i really had given u up, but i dunno y i find myself carrying out the same mistake.. all i wan of u is to treat me like a real gd fren n tads all. n u to be happy. i guess u had made alot of frens n many r gd guys gd luck! i shall recover soon from my moody mood n cont tis stupid mistake..

2007-01-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

Updates for the remaining hols n first day of sch.
didnt update last time cause the internet was rather lag tad time. cause of the taiwan quake. nvm i will keep it short. last week of hols went to my cousin house n stay over for 4 days. played like a crazy ass. many many things to play at my cousin house always. there is mahjong, many poker card games, LF2( little fighter2 dam fun lol), disturbing the young cousin, playing badminton downstairs, volleyball, and dota too. i enjoyed staying over there n will stay there again for the next hols.

oso had a few outings wif 2j guys. new year eve special, ppl go count down we go watch death note 2 12am show lol. its a really nice show. all must watch. misa is really dam cute n chio ! now i like light more liao lol-.- after the movie we went john house stay over n tads like 2.45 am o.0. then played cards/ com / talk kok until b4 most of us slept.i was the first to go to bed, sz n ben was the first to sleep followed by john hu snored until i couldnt get to sleep in the end i was the last among the 4 to sleep. gerald n wj cont hardcore the com playing dota.. when i finally slept n woke up they r still playing. omg man. they really wan play dun wan life. then next morning was bball woot. then met at aiyer rajah cc as usual but sadly was closed so we went je one oso fully booked then finally moved on to my house one n finally settled down.

today is first day to jc. nth much to say.. jus some boring talks n some boring intro lessons. amazingly u can pon the lessons. so maybe tml 1230 go home liao =D wads more tml school starts at 830!! means more sleep for me ahahha.. but im feeling rather tired now. nites.

2006-12-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Back...
finally everyting ended. my work i quitted. chalet ended. weds NCC chalet. jl ys me n jj wanted to save some money so walk from interchange while the rest took a taxi. zav had to call everyone to go downtown east chalet n waste our $1 entrance fee when our chalet was at costa sands chalet. in the end we wasted $4 while the rest hu took taxi only $2.80! ergh. so we oso saboed zi yang. like 7 of us all fake fake go in n he really paid the $1 lol tsk tsk so bad. whole day play laptop play cards like no life. then was bbq, juniors do it, we eat whahaha. oso very bad but nvm. then at night we had a lil talk wif the juniors about ncc, went back chalet n bathe / watch the lame mummy show. the lame mummy show is a comedy, or u can say total joke n a total budget movie according to jl. but we watched n laffed. jj also played sit on the stairs n slide game. bum abit pain la but jj no kick one la. then the girls followed n use mat n slide down the stairs. cool. so we watch lame mummy show to 4 n slept. early morning send zy off n ate mac n played dota. went back n played some card game n ANSWER THE QUIZ at bnet wnut. we were helping zav gain rank n indeed his alrdy imbar rank of 5 became 4. then later went seoul garden eat until dam fulll . zav owe u $11 i will rmb ^^ . came home 8 pm wanted to sleep one hour n play dota but slept all the way until next morning. next morning njc talk. nth much. later played bball wif lj lq jj tues xk sz john wj n ben 5v5 woo was fun. bball always is. i dun think the following days would be as nice as the last few days.. sian liao ahhaha but school is starting anyways. cya.

2006-12-11T22:31:00.000+08:00

One hardcorE day.
fun n exciting day. 1.30 met at westmall koptiam n eat lunch. when we went to csc nearby wich has $1.50 bowling,it held a torny there so we had to wait till 330. so we went westmall to find xk. then went arcade n hardcore pool + time crisis. it was raining le. BUT nth could stopped us from going back to csc to bowl lol. so wif 3 umbrellas n 8 ppl we chiong our way there. my whole back was wet all our shoes were soaked. lol. ok wer despo to bowl. so we dried ourselves at the toilet. lucky i was not wearing sport shoes. reached bowling place. on waiting list again mus wait till 5 + -.- so we went the arcade there. wow SCUD racing 15 laps for only 50 cents! holy lol but i didnt got a chance to play it. played daytona but its a total scam gear 1 n 3 dont work ..... ok tues joined us. so now was bowling. woohoo first game not bad for me 109 lol. can reach 3 digit is very gd for me le. we played 2 games n went to eat kfc. after that was hardcore bball at some deserted bball court because the one nearest to westmall was booked. 8 plus alrdy. but we still hardcore one match wif a stranger. 4v4. sz owning as usual. then was the 1v1 torny. JOHN vs sz for the battle for 1717. lol-.- as usual sz won. then was wj then glen. sz repeatedly won like no kick. but the others was not bad as well. then we went home le ahahah. so fun today. so many ppl went out . but may not have such hardcore activities le going work tml. this time they really called le ahha . mus sleep early tonight . bb . friends forever .

2006-12-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

woot double post today.
at 445, jj called n asked us to go out n bball at jun house. at first i sian diao dun wanan go then sz oso going then go lo. there was a crowd there. 4f ppl were there n the usual bball ppl from my class. had a 6v6 game. very hardcore n i sprained my neck =X . cannot look up at all. dunno how im gonna sleep tonight ! sian. after bball went je n eat the usual bbq chicken rice n ice kachang ahha. then went home le. somethings meant to be saed remains unsaed.

2006-12-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

sian.
in the end i found no job. quited the first one because was gonna be bored working alone. ytd went to find jobs n was a nice try. i called the person n she saed she hiring 2 or 3 person. when we reach woodlands, tad guy saed at most hiring one guy. crap. wasted. then we went over to bedok some factory n applied. again those kind of write form then wait for call wich nv comes. -.- . siann now at home is very very boring. i jus need a job to waste time n forget things. lifes boring. i miss u.

2006-12-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

Happy bday mummy!
todays my mummy's bday. woke up early in the morning n pei her eat breakfast at near je. the million fishball store sells nice fish ball noodles! then took mrt to pasir ris to my cousin house. there was a long queue at pasir ris interchange dunno wad happen. according to my cousin is some kind of army open house. dunno y so many ppl wanna go. at my cousin house solve riddles, play ro. then we ate a very sumptuous dinner because my aunty promised to treat everyone. my mum had her knife sharpened to bomb my aunty's pocket lol. we ordered some delicious ceral prawns chilli crab dunno wad fish n lots of veggies. a nice meal n we walked home. while walking home, we talked about how my childhood was wif my cousins. those days were fun ahah. we used to 'explore' the neighbourhood carrying our water bottles, play catching, hide n seek, water slide, block catching n many more. i always enjoyed staying at my cousin house during the holidays long time ago. now as we talked about it, we felt rather stupid. played badminton n volleyball. had the great hell of fun b4 sadly we had to part. today was fun! n happy bday mummy!
was thinking of u on the way home. still miss u lots. but i mus face the truth .its impossible. ur name is marked permanently on my heart, no matter how hard i try to erase it off, there will still be traces of unhappiness n pain. life sux.

2006-12-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

I cant . forget u
i oways wanted this life. playing whole day, but its getting rather boring now. besides ro n dota, really nth to do. maybe watching ro anime. still bored. i hope i can find a job soon. previously tad job had no more vacancy le . well lifes boring for me. hope going my cousin house tis monday to celeb my mum bday can be fun n lemme forget about things i dun wanna think.
im wasting the holidays away somehow.. playing is quite meaningless sigh.

B-o-r-i-n-g L-i-f-e
the photos taken, its more than enuf to forget u now. i still find myself stupidly taking out my phone n looking at ur pic again. i tried to stop myself but i cant. i jus cant forget u. seeing u at online at msn is a torture to me. u wont talk to me. even if i talk to u, u will be cold. i oways had to drag u away from gdfrens contacts so tad i wont c u online but will end up dragging ur contact back, hoping u would talk to me very once. loving someone like tad is pain. nobody can understand tis pain. 3 yrs plus of devotion exchanging it for nth. i am stupid and i dunno y i am doing this.
before that u were quite frenly n i dunno wad happened. stop torturing me. i want to forget u but i cant. may time pass n lessen my pain.
hope it would be better during jc life. n hopefully i can find a job soon. frens r the best now. i still sing alot ahahha. well till next time when i feel better.

2006-11-30T19:21:00.000+08:00

Grad night .
many many things to write but keep it short. first thing met john n went tues house. john began hardcoring ro/dota while me n tues went to queensway to buy his clothes. yea he found a ticket to the grad nite. so we shop shop. its either beyond bugget or not nice.. tsk tsk so we took quite long b4 we finally bought one from a shop tad gave A NINETY CENTS discount. n after giving tad huge discount they seem very bu shuang. we went harbour front centre to meet tues fren hu has his ticket. the total waiting plus walking time was 2 hrs ++ so we reached back tues home at 3 ++. so we changed into our best n my jeans was dam loose. john was in full black look like a malay. ( cause their costume is one colored) then we head to xk house to take the bus. i borrowed a belt from xk n john attempted to change to jeans so as to not look so weird but nt. so we went there n saw alot of ppl in their formal dress/outfit. stepping into entrance of crown stood ma rui . holy cool. next i saw my classmates n joined them. the dinner isnt great but still ok. i quite expected zaviar n peck huang to win otho i voted strongly for xk. lol. xk had a gd make over. : ear rings, cool shirt, nice hair style and a 'L' ring. took lots of pic wif frens n cca mates. i guess theres an end to everything. it ended n we stayed over at tues house. i slept omost as immediately on the sofa. the next day met wif xk again to play world KIcK n many more arcade.. its raining heavily now n i needa mop the floor. its flooded! update next time. maybe not so soon le haha gonna work soon.
i didnt regret going because of the pic taken wif u. it will be the last thing i wanted. i will keep it by my side n i will nv forget u as a fren . its enuf for me to forget . `

2006-11-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

A day i wont forget.
class outing! i actually woke up at 7 n enthu go there ok! because i dun wanna miss this maybe last class outing. so reached cck but still late lol .nvm.first up, some games wich was meant to be fun but i wasnt enthu. dunno maybe because ping yx n ml werent there. first up was the can carry water game. then the water was used to fill water bombs. then the water bomb was used as a punishment for a game but in the end, it ended up in a WATER BOMB WAR lol. so i was clear minded who my target was: NLGAY. so whooosh throw n throw. nlgay hitting me = 1/5 , accuracy 20% . E grade. i hit him more accurately wahah. useless nlgay. after tad was some dry games. n bowling n pool. i teamed wif cyx n was dragging him down coz im totally pro lol. then was bowling. totally lost touch. last time sec 3 play until so enthu got use lol. went yh house watch scary movie 3 n play poker using sweets as chips lol. jolin keeps winning n winning non stop. so lucky tsk tsk.
the buffet has gd food. i guess the $14 is worth it bah.. n the drinks r not diluted stuff. hmmm so we waited for nic to take some for yh n ping n we chiong second serving. the curry dam nice la right. rice plus lots of curry sauce is gd enuf. me cyx n lj love it very much. after the gd food i wanted to watch chalice fairy last episode but too late its alrdy 745. only saw zhen feng killed cao jing sian.then bei xian died.
WHO GOT RECORD LEND ME PLS I WAN!!.
played soem dota but it was abit laggy on bnet. then was the fun part. air con was cold, all of us, chyuan sheng, jin xuan, lijun, lian quan, cyx, and me were all in the cosy room. lijun cyx n lian were playing stress dunno wad. i was playing the com, xuan was listenin to song, cs n ping were playing halo2. evyerone was occupied whahah. so funn then swop. lijun lian n cs n xuan went down to watch tv while me n ping cont playing halo2 . cyx went to sleep pig! yh played the com.. hardcore until 2am then we decided to change shift. i sleep then cyx take over but cyx was so sound asleep lol . so i went to sleep. ping n yh still playing halo2. n i woke up at 7 next day w.o realising anyting. lol . nvm we changed into uniforms n rushed to school. but was totally late cause we missed buses and it was very crowded. we took 176 wich was a rong choice. halfway cs n ping stomachache n left for mrt station. cs left for west mall while ping left at JE. lijun told us to drop at rong stop so we walked a longer distance, it was alrdy 940. we were late by 40 mins. lol. then at the gate
MIRACULOUSLY, we met cs and ping again, so all of us reach LT 1 together. evyeryone had left their seats n we were stunned lol. ok nth much after tad. took results n went home.
lastly, i would like to thank all the organiser for this class outing. the treasure hunt mus be very carefully planned and stuff. we appreciate ur efforts and the food was nice. THANKs . n happy bday ml! all the best. sad u didnt come if not cyx would be much more happier. lol. o n sadly nv got to rape lijun. haha k tired liao.. bb

2006-11-18T20:15:00.000+08:00

BORING day!
whole day playing wahaha.. was wad i wanted b4 o lvls but now sian liao. play too long oso will sian one.. dunno wad i wan la hais.. N JOHN JUS TOLD ME CHALICE FAIRY YTD LAST EPISODE! OMG HOW CAN I MISS IT! i was dam playing bball.. lol
hu got record?!! i wan! aiya sian.. or it didnt ended yet? lol.
i jus want u. =(

2006-11-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

After O's. finally over. the same
O lvls is finally over. after so long. im back blogging again. didnt update for ages. it ended ytd and was so dam freaking happy lol. but still cant really adapt.
got this feeling of wanting to study but its alrdy over! lol . i think everyone oso feeling like tad. haven adjust to playing mode lol. today woke up at 10.25 when my alarm set at 9.00 so it rang every 10 mins for 1hr 25 mins lol. too tired le. then went aiyer rajah and played bball wif lijun they all. was dam fun. then went je n eat the korean bbq chicken i oways eat ahaha. then tues they all were released from history wahha. we then met at aiyer n hardcore bball again. got this big malay guy dam pro in bball. 3v1 oso lost lol. tsk tsk. then went je AGAIN to eat AGAIN. n went home lol. evyerone deserves a rest.. its all over finally. dun wanna waste any time wahaha. gonna blog again tml.
i guess its the same even after Os. nth is gonna change it. i was so wrong, i tot i could but i cant. im jus stupid, i can nv win ur heart i think. i will get over u i hope..

2006-10-14T00:12:00.000+08:00

O lvls .. hais
didnt have time to blog much nowadays.. busy studying for bio prac. its jus this tuesday.. jus this close. 4 more days!! all of a sudden so near. n bio prac is diff from chem n phy prac. its a must to mug. n unfortunately it has the most content. zz nvm face up the challenge. was quite sleepy jus now. slept for 15 mins woke up by the worker hu delivered the tv. yea i gt a new tv becoz the old one spoilt. woke up study 30 mins n went to sleep again this time 2 hrs lol. woke up sky alrdy very dark. ate dinner n study abit more n went dotaing till now.
back to school.. today is the last day of lessons. teachers gave their last words and o well mdm so's farewell gift was one more physics lesson. she nv gives up on teaching. mr faizad took 15 mins off to talk to us. yea i love all my teachers. altho now its like all just over so soon, i still wished i had more lessons n no OLVLS .. last time was oways counting down to lesson over, today was diff. i think we all grew up. the teachers also entrusted us wif their contacts. tads for sec 4 privillege i guess. monday sure no time to thank the teachers coz of bio prac so i shall thank them now! THANK:
Mr Faizad: for ur fun and interesting lessons. im proud to be ur responsible n dedicated el rep =) i enjoyed most of ur lessons lol . being my el teacher for 3 years i joked alot in ur class becoz i new u were one of those fun teachers. overall im glad to have a form teacher and el teacher like u! u care for the class and u looked out for everyone. ur sarcasms we have yet to master but i think i will one day. ur jokes r nv cold and we enjoyed it. i will strive for the best for english in the o lvls.
MDM so: u r world's most dedicated and enthusiastic teacher! i didnt noe u well at first cause all u did was come extra early for lessons and hardcore every single min. i didnt noe how to spell ur surname. BUT. since u started to show us concern, did i start to noe more about u. u r one of those really hardworking and nv slacking teachers. u oways come in time for lesson n even u cannot make it to class ( cause u have alot of duties ) ur transparency still comes. lol. numerous physics remedial was boring but i appreciated ur effort. u retained us for playing badminton during c lit lesson and made us stay back everyday after school to 6pm and we r to report to the library every c lit lesson and after school for ur EMSLSSSSS (ever-lasting mdm so's super long supervised self study sessons). we even had our names imprinted on the library table( but now its removed). Due to ur teachings, my physics improved tremendously from a fail grade to b3. we oways joke physics is our fav lesson and u jus smiled sweetly. but now i really mean it. but i dun think i will get anymore physics lessons ahaha.
MISS EU: WOOOOT! miss eu rox! besides being cute and entertaining wif your numerous cute actions, you teach ur lessons well and i understood everything u saed. chem has always been my best suject thx to u. ur lessons r forever interesting wif ur cute actions and emotions. some unforgettable things u do: PRE-FER-REN-TIA-LLY DIS-CHARGED - will nv forget this when it comes to electrolysis. hee. SULPHYYY IIIIIIIDEEEEEEEEEE - ok i will forever rmb sulphide and sulphite is diff becoz of ur cute sulphide.. =) n u have numerous dress n shoes, ur husband mus have loved u lots jus like i love u lots lol .
MRS LIM woon feng: geee ur motherly voice really suits ur job as a bio teacher.
ok i was shocked at first becoz u wanted me to drop bio jus becoz i did my work badly.. and there were times u jus got into really bad mood. but, as a hod i think u have ur stress and everything so i understand. BUT when u r in gd mood, tads the mrs lim i want. u tell us about ur life experience n the one i will nv forget is the one where ur car broke down n u had to take a bus. u didnt noe where to tap the ezlink and the coin. n u lose ur way easily. so the class bought u a street directory on teacher's day lol. teaching wise.. she really lives up to her name as a HOD lol. yea i understand ur lesson clearly and my bio did improved. i will nv forget ur smile n motherly voice lol.
MISS TAN wan ting: hmm first impression of u was u looked rather stern. so we tot we r gonna have a bad time studying geog. BUT nonono u r exactly opposite lol. u tolerated our nonsence always and is forever so patient. ur job is the toughest i guess, being the only sub geog teacher in the school( HOD woo lol).u didnt gave up on us and cont to give us practise n more practises. i did badly this time in prelims but i promise i will work harder for the o lvls. u really have no temper n i guess tads y we always bully u.. =( but we still respect u as a teacher. i could c ur effort in helping those hu r weak and we will cont to work hard for the o lvls.
MR NG hai guan: yeaaaaaaa a cool teacher that taught me for 4 years! sec 1 and 2 as CID teacher. since then i had been jokin wif u alot N I MEAN ALOT. u r such a nice person. sec 3 i cont to joke wif him . and i noe my limitations of math. i NV did well in my a math and i sort of feel bad. i always talk in ur class and do rubbish. recently had a lil conflict wif u. i noe its my fault. srry mr ng. first time seeing u so angry. u were like coughing face red red. i dun wanna make u angry again . a math i will try to get a b3 or a2 in the o lvls (im being realistic) . e math aiming for a1. i will not let ur effort put to waste. u r another fun teacher that i can joke wif . yea i rmb u can do 21 pull ups, was a cross country member. yep u still look as fit as ever.. wish u in gd health forever!
MR tan chuan leong: i admit i nv really liked ur lessons alot. earlier on u were interesting n humorous but after a while u became too dominant and scold ppl alot. i noe its our fault for being so noisy. u r still a responsible teacher and will uphold school rules. thx for being my chinese teacher for these 2 yrs.
Mr KEITH teo: yes i will not forget u too. u r an approachable and frenly teacher. im srry we made u angry sometimes for not following instructions but i blive u had gained all our respect since then. we obey ur instructions fully now and i will not forget the match of bball u played wif us. and u r dam strong and fit ok ! lol .
Mdm chia: u explain ur lessons in details and very complicatedly. otho i dun understand much but if i understood i blived it would help a lot in my Ss . still i respect u as a gd teacher but jus tad ur teachings r too chim for some of us. lol. ur el is dam gd, making u a gd ss teacher. wer srry for making u angry tad time n i guessed its ok now. wish u all the best!
i would also liked to thank all teachers tad taught me b4 and w/o u all we will not be wad we r today. these teachers r : miss lee choi yeok, miss ong hwee hian, miss ong lee eng, mrs tan poh teng, mr gerrard ng, mrs chan, mr anthony chan, mr ng wei chong, mr ong chun ling, mrs tan geok lian, mdm koh kah tin, mdm ho shu min, mr desmond lim and all other teachers tad taught me b4. srry if i have left out ur names. n teachers whom i mentioned srry if i could not spell ur name properly. its been years u noe lol.
wadddddd a dam long post.. sacrifised one hours to type this lol. nvm. teachers spent more time to teach us.
lastly, last time oways thinking when can leave rv. but now its like tad kind of 'she bu de'. yea. leaving the school the teachers n frens. really saddening. aiya, everyone has to go on separate ways one day. as someone whom i cant rmb saed, separated is for the longer road ahead. soemthing like tad. chim ho. yea tads all for today .. till then wich might be one month plus later. lol
i think i have learnt to give u up, learnt to move on. i really wish u all the best. wads impt is wads ahead: the exams. i will try not to think of u if i can but i noe it doesnt matter for u.. gd luck for ur exams, may fate bring us to the same jc perhaps..

2006-10-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

Bored.
last sat, cousin came my house to borrow some chem notes to photcopy and oso wan me to teach him some chem. he actually lives at pasir ris but came all the way to jurong lol. i think he changed somehow. he used to be a playful n very naughty boy, now (quite) a hardworking boy. yea gd luck for ur exams.
miss eu is getting really zhuai nowadays. jus becoz my chem got 74 n she refuses to mod for me until i show gd attitude. today she jus spam us wif hw n i jus saed a NOOOOOOOOOOO. then she will say " dont forget ur 74. " ok its time to be gd boy n por her. miss eu roxx! really shes cute la lol. the best chem teacher in the world! =)
im destined not to get into a gd jc.
sometimes in life, some things r predestined. whether u blive it or not. its all fated. some ppl say fight for wads urs, but if really theres no destiny, nth comes out of it. more fate please .. ok crap -.-
sleep ler! really tired. hope i wont miss u again tml

2006-09-29T23:19:00.000+08:00

Aftermath , towards o lvls.
its been one week after prelims, didnt have time to blog, was trying to use every min to play n play. lol . now i guess its time to go back to studying again.
results for prelims were not very gd but still improved from mid years. el disappointment b4, sciences were ok, hcl pass =), ssg c5 -.-, a math PASSED! finally but like everyone getting a1 for it, jus dunno how they become so smart.
i realise secondary school is really ending soon. my result sux, nv ever gonna get into a gd jc. guess can sleep for first 2 months ler.. tml cousin coming my house, gonna teach him chem n shun bian revise on it too. killing 2 birds wif a stone lol.
i wonder how life in jc would be. n l1r5 so high can go where.. i wonder, i gt many many frens tad r smart asses, one got like all A1 n A2. how i envy them! i shall work harder towards better result !

2006-09-14T23:07:00.000+08:00

Finally a day to rest.
finally a day to rest after all the hardcore studying.. today physics was hard. everyone over there saying sure a1 -.- sacarstically . ok nvm its over. tml is physics prac n my combi quite lucky nth to study for tml!! so today went home str8 on com n dota dota dota wif ben n wj n yikseng n tues. at night went for some gunbound! lol i jus triple killed 3 team mates LOL. quite fun to tk =). finally a day to rest from all the hardwork.. good luck to those having humanities exam! fun fun day.. can sleep late n play play play!

2006-09-05T22:48:00.000+08:00

hope its over soon .
been studying alot until night then night as usual dota lol .. nth much to say.
i think study overcomes everything . =(
jay's new song is sooo nice tui hou and xin yu . best! on par wif feng! more sad songs to sing sing sing wahahha .. n more piano for ping to play llol

2006-08-30T22:10:00.000+08:00

Life sux .
bio paper - lim woon feng really wans to kill us.
tml teacher's day, after tml needa study again n is study stupid physics wich i hate. wish someone would help me on physics. nvm impossible. was in a good mood earlier on, went out wif class ppl. the more they walk the more sian i get. finally we got some presents for the teachers. come back home thought can have a good game but lost badly. feeling very moody not becos of the game.
just like before, everything back to square one. life is just unfair. thinking of the days studying for the whole september holidays makes it worse.
life just sux
hate myself for being wad i am. hope all this shit is over soon. nov 16 is the day no chance, wads impossible remains impossible. life sux

2006-08-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

heh . thx for tagging
oooops. *mr choy and bio is on wednesday. my mistake. thx 4 tagging ! now i really regret not buying marian chong (ok i think spell rong again). how can i not trust miss tan the head of department for sub geog. now looking the hell for tad book. i omost lost alot of my geog notes n the text book isnt enuf. this aftn went je pop for awhile. i board the bus n put 55 cents then the bus driver stare at me. i stare back. wtf? he say '90cents' then i look hard at him. wad he wans man? isnt it 55cents. " r u student" he saed. i was like DUH, do i look tad adult to him. "show me ur student pass " . ok i was unlucky student pass wif my mum coz she shun bian help me top up. i was totally pissed . my sis passed me a 50 cent coin then i jus put in. fuck man. this guy act cool act until like tad. is like IF I HAD THE STUDENT PASS I WONT BE PUTTING COIN RITE. SBS3228 bus 52 . he make me seem as tho i wan to cheat him of 35 cents. come on la u r jus some bus driver dun act cool n dun look down on ppl. (u jus one slave of SBS ) n btw ur sunglasses is sucks, n so is ur hairstyle.
marian chong book looks gone. pop ppl say they no longer sell tad book. n my mum also went to hunt tad book n couldnt find. all say only school sell so i shall try on monday. ty mummy i noe u r very concerned over my o lvls. i will do my best.
biology revision. longest n most content enriching. "memorise wif passion" from mrs lim. but i had to memorise like 388 pages of content?! hope i can finish revision b4 wednesday .. n at 10pm finally cant overcome temptation went to play dota. ben's com looks gone keep dc. hope its fixed soon. go mug liao gd nite. n gd luck all for ur prelims!!!
biology study status 150 / 388 page looks gone =X

2006-08-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

study !
i have been forcing myself to study everyday. so now on bus oso read read .. bio is pretty hardcore u noe 400 pages of content that i mus learn b4 this thursday =X n now playing time reduce to 1 hr per day (ok tads my best , one dota game at least ) 20 reasons y im pissed lala. srry zhi ping i noe we were immatured but pls give us some time to grow up =D. piano okok ler 3/4 of the song liao . ty ping chiang! u r the best teacher in the world! prelims coming all the best to all.
i guess i have omost forgotten u totally .

2006-08-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

pissed.
u wont like it when u dun make noise n all he does is " martin dun make noise"
u wont like it when u did ur work n he says " martin stop talking haven finsih ur work talk talk talk" - u r totally stereotyping me. yes im noisy but pls say tad only when u c me talking i wont mind. n im getting tired of the way u teach math. yes. simple rite? one minute. pls not everyone is genious like the prc. we r humans n i happen to be those tad r struggling for math. if u treat everyone like genious n teach math, yea i can tell u there r many out there tad r struggling. pls dun assume tad we noe when we dunno n pls stop skipping n skipping. i respect u so i didnt swear. mr choi is so much better than u r, he treats everyone as tho they dunno anything n teach it step by step.
n u, i dun understand y u r so happy when ppl's parents r being called up. maybe this is called xing zai ler huo.
i guess i give up a math blame it on my luck for having such a teacher. mrs lim i wont be dropping on bio =) give up on a math more worth it.

2006-08-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

O' lvl oral =/
yea so o lvl oral exam today.. not feeling nervous at all. we were even playing matured eraser game at first n got scolded lol. as more n more ppl went for their turn, i start to feel the pressure and get nervous. fingers alrdy kam cold and really very very very nervoussss. the reading passage was ok except the word 18th i dunno how to pronounce =X. i pronounced as eighteenyerfff lol . i think mus be tad thhhhhhh teeth sound. picture was ok also. conversation 1st topic also got alot of things to say but the second topic stunned me totally. do u think its impt to noe our past? wa siao i think i only responded a few sentences. really nth to say sia.. but the examiner both did not look too horrible =S lol . good luck for those taking the oral tml or soon .. =) rmb faizad say must smile alot, greet them, n say thank you, have a nice day b4 u go. lol

2006-08-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

click. new bag. woo
went to watch the movie 'click' after continuous comments from lijun tad its a very funny movie. yea gd n funny movie. especially the dog n the duck ! i think this show quite meaningful. it shows how precious everyone u love r. only one life to live and make sure u live it well and treasure those around u. wait till u fast forward until u dunno u lost them. lol. ending was quite sad n yea that guy lost his loved ones n died. but it was jus a dream, he learnt to make gd use of his everyday n treasure his family. nicee funny movie wif a moral. i recommend it! after that went to buy a new bag. i like the salesperson he was quite patient n introduce the things like a pro. had a hard time whether to choose the white one or black one but in the end i chose the white one. i think it was better looking. yea so i got a new bagg!! hehe .

2006-08-12T00:10:00.000+08:00

gd bye ncc .
first thing of the day, change of class room. 4D had to swop wif 4A n 4E wif 4B. its a total scheme! 4E air con is kam cold, n we enjoy leeching some of it. now the 4a n 4b air con r jus exhaust pipes, emitting hot n smelly gas. screen ohp all spoil la. nvm, as what faizad said, its only 2 more weeks of lesson u needa endure. nvm i love sweating .. after school still had to attend emsslsssss wich lasted until 5.30pm n mdm so still didnt came n check us. zz everyday like tad will die man n library is totally a direct contrast to my new class. it can make u shiver man. after tad was ROD ROD =D . the dinner this year was bad but still acceptable i guess cause they gave me a lot of food. n the drinks were no longer diluted to 0.00000001mol/dm3. gd improvement. performance by all the boys were disoraganized but we appreciate it! part b boys performance on the soccer one was best! all the girls deserve gd credit for all the dance. dunno y girls r oways better at making dance n performing dance. after that still got nice cake eat wahha n jun jie was camping there n eating non stoppp. so we bid farewell to ncc.. going home was a diff task totally.
firstly, we waited for a bus named 97. wich came only after twenty mins. to our surprise, it was full. so we waited another 10 mins n realise we might as well take other bus to mrt n then go home. during these 30 mins of meaningless waiting for 97, like 3 '51' n 7 '57' passed. we decided to take 51 at last. so we reached queenstown. mrt came, to our 2nd surprise it was jam packed of ppl again. then jin liang said becoz of the fireworks. i was like oh? so many ppl tad enthu about a 15 mins fire works? (correct me if im rong! cannot be 1hr rite?! )
we gave up the first train. god mistake. next train comes in 12 mins?! nv seen such a long waiting time b4 . so lame friend suggest take reverse direction since nth to do n the station upfront would be of a lesser time -.- so we took to redhill n indeed the time reduced to 7 mins -.- (duh,of course la.) so we talk talk talk n next train come - STILL FULL. we split n managed to squeeze in. yea so finally reach je. n theres this bus 333 where all 3 of us could take but we seemed a lil far from the boarding place. so we missed it . yea so waited again, by the time reach home alrdy 11.48 cool huh -.- go home trip took like 1 hr n 48 mins. wad a long dayyy .
n btw my piano feng is promoted to 2.5 lines! i can play n sing tad far XD. yeayea dun suan me i nv learn piano. hope to improve until can play all the part b4 chorus..
ur attitude towards me hasnt changed but i jus cant give u up. =/

2006-08-10T20:14:00.000+08:00

-
woke up at 9.30 n started biaing hw all the way until 3. i was doing very slackily. nth much to say today. tml is school again n sigh... =(
9 days i noe i can get over u

2006-08-09T20:40:00.000+08:00

Shopping shopping.
went shopping wif small aunt and my cousins. quite combo la, go bugis then go there pray pray . i wished to get gd results in o'lvls and everyone including me to stay healthy n happy forever! also went to touch tad big big budha. my mother say the more u touch the more luck u get lol. so i jus touch touch. after that went shopping craze. the mothers were shopping like no kick while we followed wif effort. i was talking wif zac about dota n more dota. first stop OG, nth special jus some branded stuff that makes u tempted to buy. then seiyu, there got this whole lot of clothes so niceee n not very ex oso. pants n shirt for 20 bucks each. n uber nice. so in the end i bought 2 pants n 2 shirt but cost like $80! as the malay saying goes "jiligaet jiligaet lama jiali bu gaet" sounds like tad la dunno how to spell it. meaning small amounts to huge. then the young lil jia en has to complain of wanting to go home, so we went to the food court n eat n went home after that. Jia en is so spoiled but after all shes only 7 nvm.
8 days

2006-08-08T20:48:00.000+08:00

National day
national day celebration today . the skits the lower sec made i dun understand at all but some were quite funny, i liked the alien one. the 2 emcees - one beauty one beast =P. jkjk . sian sian sit there for an hours plus, after tad still got ek talk . dam boring. national day lan is impossible, there r so many other schools out there tad released earlier than us n they can chiong there in like 10 mins. so ntnt. me shang tues n wj decided to play bball n borrow ball from xk. xk apparently seems to be going out wif his class. but still we went his house there n borrowed the ball n played. we even played a 4v4 wif some strangers. wif sz of course we won 11-6. got very tired n went to eat some chicken rice wif extra rice lol . theres really alot alot extra more. after tad went home feeling more sian than ever. a free day spent so sianly. hais.. john persuaded me to start revising n yea im starting to feel guilty. really days arent long, 20 to be exact. maybe i shld revise tml man.
its been 7 days n i jus cant get over . im feeling sadder n sadder by the day, time doesnt heal all wound. oways thinking abt . one fact is for sure u wont bother at all.
i shall sing n sing till im drunk in my sorrows.

2006-08-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

O'levels
yea 20 + days to prelims wich is like 3 weeks . n next week is like 3 day holiday really not much time left. this friday made me feel exam is really coming. mdm so gave us 2 physics EOY paper and made us hand up on last monday. i didnt care because it was jus too much. this friday we played badminton during c lit and was caught by mdm so. first time heard her scream so loud. " got time to play no time to do my hw". then she forced us to the library n pasted the table wif our big names n the time slot of our c lit lesson. we were told to report to the library every c lit lesson. sian no more badminton =( n the four tables wich have our big names on it r jus near the entrance of the library. feel free to look at it ^_^". we were oso supposed to stay back every day after school for her sss wich we name it as EMSLSSSSSSs (everlasting mdm so's super long special super supervised self study sessions). we cannot go home until she let us off =X. tad wasnt the end, when we 'ran' home on friday w/o attending her sss, she called us. on the phone she say very early home hor? tml i wan BOTH ur physics EOY . ok i was like cool -.-" . she oso saed she would call my mother. so this friday was horror for me i actually did the 2005 paper from 8 to 10. took a nap from 10 to 1040 then wake up to do again but end up sleeping. saturday was geog remedial, handed up 2005 paper but still got 2004 paper undone. so we went to find her n initially she wanted us to stay back to finish but we pleaded n pleaded until she finally gave way then we were let off. phew. i nv seen her so enthu in chasing hw b4 but i realise its really all for our own good. prelims r so near n days now r gonna be tough n everyday doing papers n revising...
i realise no matter wad i do or how hard i try, it oways falls back to square one. i decided to try to stop thinking of u. studies r more impt n besides, u wont care anyway. its time to stop all these fruitless stuff i do. hurts but as what xk says time heal all wounds ^_^. (-.-) . i wish u all the best.
2++ months more to go ! endure it.

2006-08-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

Some cool phrase u might want to adopt .
ok so today was the further 'discussion' wif mr dragonpunch and naij uf. there r some catchy phrase u might wanna take note of :
do u think im a gay?
gays r oso humans, gays r not some weirdo rite?
2 half naked man is a form of art.
ok cool? we tried to control our laughter when she said those stuff ok nvm. n i was totally shocked when i saw the conver nick n naij uf's exclass mate. it was something like her chasing tad guy. n the guy was totally disgusted. so m i =S
anyway this thing has finally come to an end (i hope?). we shall not talk to her ever again unless wer not in the right state of mind (but even so we will still not do tad ). all of our any feuds ends rite now (i hope? ) jus remain as strangers n pls forget this incident. its one of those demoralising incident i will never ever wanna mention again. one person is capable of doing such big things: im impressed. finally, if u do like ppl of the same sex pls dun act as tho u dun. i hate liars. esp G** liars.
anyways, this incident has made our class more united. or at least the boys coz they were the only ones affected emotionally. i feel very happy to be part of the class n i realise all my class mates r very united. u can easily our msn nick having special meanings against ** ****. im sorry otho u say u report to teacher is only to know why he did it but i tell u this has made our class bond stronger. thx alot.
clumsy me . on the bus trying to unentangle tad mass of ear piece. had been trying for at least 10 mins. thx for the help =)

2006-08-01T20:21:00.000+08:00

Some things i HATE most
this incident has escalated to a greater heights. to think she actually reported our own problems to a teacher. ok . nvm . otho only one person sent her tad vulgaritied sms, everyone hu is normal will think so too. firstly u have no rights to look at our class list . u have no permission from whosoever. if i noe u wanted it i would have deleted every single male contacts from the list so as to prevent any harassment. secondly, my friend has alrdy admited rong n apologised. even if u dun accept tads ur big fking problem. dun tell me wad crap hurt u n those ppl around u.ppl around u wont feel hurt being called a *toot* coz they r all females. u deserve it for having extraordinary taste tad goes against the nature's course.
thirdly, u didnt have to bring it up to the teachers. our own problem we ownself settle. u wanna do it tad way we got no choice. n u sent vulgarity to ppl too pls dun report ppl when u r oso doing it. fourthly, ur msn dp made me feel totally disgusted. ok if u think having 2 half naked man as ur dp is normal, then i gt nothing to say. lastly, this is not a revenge but to let u noe how we r thinking. n u wont benefit from this anyways, omost the whole school noes about this n by doing so u r making urself more famous. well i swear i didnt spread this thing.
dun spoil me n my fren's life pls ty.

2006-07-30T22:08:00.000+08:00

A better effort ;)
flag day or wad u call inspire 2006. 2nd time doing flag day. forced to do cause i gt not enuf cip hours for this year =X so i went out to meet my classmates for lunch. so we started our walk from city hall to esplanade then back to city hall as we realise esplanade had no generous ppl lol . we then split as the group was too large. my group went to dhoby ghaut cause we wanted to do soemthing else lol . ok off to work - at first i jus stood there hoping some kind soul would don8 but nice try -.- . so i decided to be more enthusiastic and take more initiative to say " excuse me, would u like to don8 some" indeed its better n my tin is filling up. but theres still ppl that pretend im not there at all n most jus shook their heads. however theres still kind souls tad don8ed. we walked pass a group of indian workers. im ashamed to say we had tad stereotype they wont donate. HOWEVER, they were the generous ones. one guy even put like 3 fifty cents coin.
then we passed by some chinese ppl n they did not bother us at all. yea so ppl our indian friends r kind souls . we stood under the sun n persevered n kept asking. after 2 hours we felt it was enuf n our tins were half filled. so we went to lag abit =) theres really some kind souls out there in sg , n some of them happen to be non-chinese. anyways thx for those hu donated, otho i might nv c u all again lol . yea tired tired ytd slept at 2 today still sell flag for several hours. gd nite.

theres still no word from u

2006-07-26T20:18:00.000+08:00

boring seminar..
today really slack but dam boring as well .. haiya.. 3 hours of speeches from ppl n some of them r ex rvians.. still dun spare us . 3 hours sit there n only 10 s to stretch .. siannn . chem test - average bah not those very hard paper or too easy. nth to say but when miss eu look at my answer she let out an evil cry. =X after tad played bball yay! long time nv play liao . n lian quan was gaying all the way. we were trying to imitate li jun ballet but lian quan imitate until too gay.. he began dancing for no reason n is those sissy dance . i laugh until i drop dead on the ground . stomach cramp diao from over laughing.. lol tad gay . we were supposed to buy chin 4B tbk but too bad so late liao everyone heck care. yea boring day . tml more sian still got math remedial hais..
life sucks like wad my cousin said.. nowadays come home really nth to do . on com oso nth to play nth to do .. sometimes i really feel very lonely n sad n extremely sian.. back at home im jus like any loner . i dun wanna think anymore i noe alls impossible but y do i keep clinging on tad very last hope. i really wished i forgot everything . lifes sad for me-

i wish everyday was physics test .

2006-07-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

title-less
think im immune to studying.. studying isnt as boring as b4. maybe used to it liao.. tml chem test studied for about 3 hrs plus with only one time falling asleep. but wake up felt much better.. like wad mrs lim said u only need a 20 mins nap to refresh urself. we started playing lame things like flicking chess piece n striking at each other like carrom striker on the table.. very indeed the matured but very fun lol.. n li jun loves suiciding, every strike he makes he suicides lol. (if u dunno wad i toking about nvm its some childish game) life is really changing for me .. studying/play mode but now more of studying ler.. dunno y i think everyone will start to study more n more esp wif prelims only 31 days away! one thing about test i like is becoz it motivates me to study.. woot tml is slack day ..

i still need u

2006-07-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

New hair cut . smelly t shirt
clit played bball . after school again played. the shirt has this majestic ammonia smell =X after school oso played badminton behind my class. wad a creative spot ^^ . im starting to love badminton hehe. after that bball at near tues house. sz is as imbar as ever. 3v2 him oso cannot win. after that went to shy li jun house nearby cut hair. b4 we entered the salon, lijun DUN dare to enter coz he scared pai seh(he went to cut hair there b4 earlier in the day) omg shy- the hairdresser is not bad n i think i gt a better hair style compared to last time. b4 we go off she said can u wait for me to close the shop coz i scared alone myself. we were like -.-"" . so we waited n later she explained she got robbed b4 at around tad time, about 8pm++ . so we bid farewell to hairdresser n i bid farewell lijun n im on my way home. very tired n long day indeed. dota time!

2006-07-19T21:54:00.000+08:00

Racial harmony - tang yuan
yea so today was our sch celebration for racial harmony. Lessons were boring. Pe played soccer, first time saw bo yuan so fierce. he was like shouting n screaming at ppl for losing the ball. o well he wans to win~ after tad he was back to his childish self tho ( wich i preferred). after lessons was setting up of stalls. my class was selling tang yuan + dou hua. i felt pretty useful . first thing i did was to eat at the canteen stalls. next, walk around buy some food n a milo dino. dino i tot wad lor. sorry i swa koo. aiya i was not enthu so really did nth interesting. after tad was PHYSICS PRAC at tad kind of time. so we took our calculator n pencil box staggering to physics lab while watching everyone carrying their bags on their way home. sian. we were dead tired by then. tml actually can go home at 115 pm coz no physics then all the way free time. BUT. i got a stupid math remedial wich i ponned the first time round n tml sure mus go. sian i guess more bball to spend time bah. tml is gonna be back to sian.
life is so boring yea still. i m on the verge of giving up man - hais

2006-07-18T21:41:00.000+08:00

tml racial harmony day ..
tml is heritage day. my class is selling tang yuan + dou hua. hope got ppl come. if zhi ang refuses to be the mascot 'mr tang yuan' i think im gonna kana possibly. it looks totally stupid man. lol woot tml chem test cancelled so today no needa mug liao . i tot i would look forward to tml but i still very very sian. SIAN. hais.
life is so boring, sian, boring, sian. wake up at 6, 625 set off 635 take bus to je 650 take 97 720 reach school. sian everyday like tad until sian. pls let me have something new in my life,life is so sad n boring for me =(

- drifting away

2006-07-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

coz im sian...
aiya sian. weds got chem test then thurs bio test . SIAN . hais.. playing com is as sian as studying. immune liao bah. nearer n nearer to prelims , but i dun really care. jus wanna get over wif it, everything. btw tues told me mrbrown made a new song 'SIAN' its nice. http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=126 go listen! yea IM SIAN. how do i get so sian ...

-if only something came into my life, i am sian.

2006-07-13T22:01:00.000+08:00

Tired,very tired -
sometimes, things jus dun go the way u wanted it to go. im really tired. very very tired. sick of doing the same thing again n again n to no result. a math n physics sux but i still had to do it. recent 2 test still cannot make it. bball was really fun tired all over now. tired of school tired of things i do. IM REALLY tired.
decorated the school notice board today. i drew a big tree wif blue branches n orange leaves =). combined wif 'ballack' drawn by the class boys. He had an extremely unproportionate body. lol. n totally er xin eyes. nvm after adding in the back ground it still looked nice wif my tree hehe.

-when can i not be? maybe after o lvls n maybe .

2006-07-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

WC fever over -
ytd sneaked up to watch the finals managed to watch only the first half then my mum woke up. too bad i missed the head butt =( lol. but i saw the replay on news today it was quite cool. shiny bowl bumping. but y use head?! lol. this morning wake up giddy giddy. sat on bus and slept thruout lol. but managed to wake up somehow. i realise a later bus ride have much lesser ppl n got many free seats so i decided to take the later 97 bus. yea many testssss coming up must mug liao. jia you everyone!

- hope's back?

2006-06-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

Fun and happy day-
Ncc day -
i got no badges la zz stupid derek. dam u derek dam u gray head. when saluting to the flag my hands n legs were trembling totally. dunno is nervous or wad. st john's pledge is kam long la . ours short n sweet ok. took some photos as this time is really last last last act ler. abit sad la . nvm pon whole mr ng's lesson. after lessons, tot got cca but in the end dun have. went home played one game of dota n jin liang called me go eat steam boat at marina bay. ok i was dam stupid ok. i took the red line from jurong east coz i tot it was direct to marina n fastest.. after taking for one hour plus then reach city hall -.- . i totally du diao. they alrdy started eating n i took the stupid rong line. after one hour +++ i finally reached ZHEN FA HUO HAI XIAN . i jus saw them n sat down then i realised i didnt pay at all lol . nobody saw it so hu cares. sit down n eat wif ncc platoon mates =) the prawns were so alive man. nv close the cap properly then it can jump out one. they tortured the poor prawn n it was still struggling on the hot plate. however in the end, we finsihed the 2 box of prawns still lol. nice. i think i ate some raw meat oso tml sure stomach ache man zz . pray pray. after tad watch zaviar n zhan hui play soccer so funny. header = own.
went home taking the green line this time n yes its 2X faster i swear. we one whole gang like fish mongers all got the fishy and oil smell lol. took one nice pic n tad marks the end of ncc activities. so tired now tml still going out pcbunk try.

-happy birthday

2006-06-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

Back to school .
zzz. tml school starts again. the hols has been quite boring, jus doing hw n playing. i had been looking forward to school about 3 days ago but now the sian feeling is back. omost all my frens r in sss n i think i shld go too. but its until 530 pm zz. n tml is gonna be a full pack lesson day to 3 . boring. n i dun think there will be any more time for slack since the o lvls is coming nearer n nearer.
well ytd was the last time to sleep late n today i needa sleep early. i guess the sian feeling will only last for at most 3 days after tad i will be back to the normal routine i used to be in. i call this sian feeling the 'after holiday sickness' where i think most of us experience it. SIAN
-suffering from after holiday sickness zzzzzzzzzz

2006-06-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Back at home -
im finally back home after staying at my cousin's house. tues after oral went home. the 176 bus trip was dam loooooooong but was toking n smsing on the phone so not as bored. n i found tad my cousin WAS BANNED in maple WAHHAA! he has been hacking badly badly badly. lv 58 to lv 64 in one day -.-l
well i was really sad for him as well coz after all being banned at lv 64 is like the end of world.
o yea, oral was okay for me. I think i didnt screw up this time =D.
went to cousin's house at 8pm n reached at 9.30pm. we bia xbox until 4am lol cause non of our parents were at home.
next day again hardcore maple hunt maple stuff/xbox (DIGIMON RUMBLE ARENA 2/ BURNOUT3 )/dota wif ben,tues n xk, totally eye straining but quite fun.
last day-DIGIMON RUMBLE ARENA 2 AGAIN wahaha i love dark agumon. my lil 7- year old cousin likes to use boss monster but she still gets owned. lol. after tad went arcade n was not as exciting as expected. so many ppl man. auntie cooked some nice dishes. breakfast was yam cake. lunch was spaghetti and dinner was lots of dishes including BLACK PEPPER prawns! nice nice .
went home and yea still not feeling tired. tml still got school hope this time wad my fren say 97 is faster would be true. off to sleep ! gd nite

2006-06-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

Prelims orals
tml will be the prelims el oral exam. I am not feeling a bit nervous at all la but i think i will when its 5 mins b4 my turn =X . The saint andrew campus is like a kam far away n worse of all i dunno how to go there ! sian i guess i shld wake up earlier n take a detour to cyx n ml's house n take 963 wif them. better to be safe than sorry. my examiner is mrs look, lol cool. my hair is totally long lol. i scared she as the discipline mistress will kan bu shuang. sian. gd luk lo.

yea superband results now! i totally dun like the jumping freak in snoopy ( srry no offense to those fans of them). n lucify is totally scary. hideous.

long time nv blog ler i think its gonna die like many other blogs lol. i try to keep it up bah .. tads all for today! gd luk all for those having prelims oral tml!

2006-06-14T01:15:00.000+08:00

Teh thick file =)
yep . i got this thick blue file wich i only pack during holidays .. the last time packed was like during march holiday so it has gotten really fat again. So today i tot i could do some jian bao but the news paper jus got no interesting thing to write so i decided to pack my file instead. its really hard work to sort them out coz i jus chunk them all together during school. after all the hard work i was sweating like mad ler lol.
woot. my cousin is back from penang n hes jus reached home safe n sound. gave me a call and asked my maple lvl . Hes one of my best frens ^_^ (although very lame n irritating at times la ) glad u r home safely.

2006-06-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

study trip 10th june
initially, we were supposed to go out to study. However, we decided to bowl first then after tad do hw. morning woke up by a sms but fell asleep shortly after. then alarm rang, woke up to shut the alarm n slept again lol. i finally reached the bowling place at 11 +. i then realised they all finished bowling but we still had one last game b4 going cyx house n play bball yet again.we each bought a stupid mapletree brand cup noodle wich sux to the core for lunch. further more, mine was spilt after eating halfway. worst instant noodle u shld nv try! lol, They were supposed to do cip o well. then we went back je to return the tins. played some initial d then went john house for bball again. his house was at bukit gombak . the place where i lived long long time ago. me n tues decided to eat mac n i somehow rmb got a mac somewhere[memories ^_^] but couldnt find it. after walking for miles, we found one n settled our dinner + breakfast +lunch. bukit gombak has changed so much so much. really miss this place, the place where i grew up.
went home after tad wif legs totally tired, tired, tired.
had some nice dota game at night n maple is getting boring once again. zz

time flies,
everything changed,
wished i could go back in time.

2006-06-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

Enthu bowlers ^_^
Initially we were supposed to go out to do hw. Went west coast mac to do. It was raining n lots of lil kids swarmed in to the mac. they were quite noisy la. I finished one el compo n we started talking kok instead of doing hw. (as always) Decided to go bowling at the CSC place where one game was as cheap as $1.50. Went john house n played bball first. We hardcore playing even in the rain lol so fun. im starting to like rainy days like xk ^_^. John's dad gave us a roll of toilet paper to dry ourselves lol. Went csc n met up wif sz then later cyx joined us. bowl bowl bowl like some enthu noobs lol. almost everyone was draining. But we had so much fun n it was jus dirt cheap $1.50 per game. i think very soon wer gonna go out n 'study' again lol. n today(i take it as today but now is 12++) was 06/06/06 quite a horrible date uh. EVIL. first goal of the week = finish all holi hw, hopefully.

2006-06-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

I am sorry FORGEL =/
Forgel lent me his number four becoz derek lost mine. I needed it for phototaking. Without it, i will be in 'number 1'(school u) in the photo. Thanks forgel. But the irresponsible me forgot to bring it home last last friday =X . Then last friday, forgel called me to bring his uniform home but i was like at yong xiang house. I told tueston to bring the uniform home for me during monday becoz i got no lessons. However today, tueston didnt spot any uniform becoz forgel placed it in a red plastic bag n theres a 'pls do not touch' paper lol. N so the uniform was not brought home after all . Forgel looks totally pissed wif me. The first ting he saed to me on msn was "martin, i have a very clear mind to breathe down ur throat the next time i see u!!!" LOLOL i noe its all my fault. IM SO SORRY FORGEL. im relly sorry. pls forgive meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. =/

platoon mate for 4 yrs,
friends forever - ^_^"

2006-06-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Boring.
Chem is forever boring. tml still got one more lesson. miss eu is happy tad i didnt make much noise during her lesson today. Miss eu is really a fun teacher. Mrs lim is oso a nice teacher. She has a doggy that was dam cute. Really wanna c tad dog. After school, went nicholas house n his mother was nice enuf to treat us to some tasty nasi lemak . it was really dam delicious. Did one bio worked example n tad was basically wad i did in my 2 hr stay at nic house. initially i was like thinking of finishing eight examples lol. i guess nice try.
got my name tag from green adventure n finally i can sew my rank n name tag n school tag on my number four. i preparing all these stuff for ncc day ^^ lol . last one mus make it nice nice. (fck derek hu lost my uniform, had to make new one)
Noeing tml is a math retest i went to mug for omost 2 hrs. Later then i realised it was cancelled for 4E . ZZ if tml really dun have i mugged for nth! sian .. i think i shld take it as a gd practise? yea i shld ! tml only one lesson n monday no more lesson ^^ . hehe finally can slack soon .. k sleep ler or i will sleep during miss eu lesson tml ..

2006-05-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

Wheres the will n determination ..
i think my leg is omost ok ler.. i even played bball today , otho i cant jump lol. i tried jumping once n landed down hurting my ankle slightly lol. i think i will be ok in 2 more days hehe. cl mock paper was crap waste of time zz. After tad me tues yan hao n cyx were hot. flipped a coin n decided to go safra. the initial d there was like a dirt cheap 50cents lol. When i was all excited to put my card inside the machine, it rejected my card. i looked up n saw initial d ver. 1 zz. ver 1 n 2 r so similiar tad i didnt spot any difference zz. so went to play time crisis but i died in like as fast as i put token in =X. i jus cant shoot lol. then after arcade, saw yan hao n tueston alrdy hiong bowling. we were analysing 'xuan' lol . i didnt play bowling for like since last year.Last yr even rain didnt stop us from playing bowling every weds lol.

On the way home, to the bus stop, saw a visually handicapped man. He was holding his walking stick n down the stairs. He was walking to the bus stop. I am amazed at how he managed to do this even tho he cant see. When at the bus stop, he was asking nearby ppl wad number was the bus. Luckily got one guy was kind enuf to tell him. I wanted to help but the guy was more than enuf help to him. His bus came n wif his walking stick he boarded the bus. He touched around n found a seat for himself then i was relief for him. The fact he could do such things really made me noe theres nth impossible in this world. Imagine being not able to see and still able to walk to the bus stop n board the bus. I admire him for his will n determination, the nv say die attitude. Perhaps i shld learn from him, in my studies as well.

clinging on,
to this nv ending rope,
no matter how hard,
i shall try my best
wif will n determination,
i noe i can do it.

-is there still hope.

2006-05-29T18:06:00.000+08:00

Crippled
After SSg lesson we went to play bball. It was quite fun at first.. when i was jumping up, my gd fren tlq had tothrow a ball at me but missed n hit my legs. when i landed down i stepped on the ball (ouch!) . the next moment i was down on the floor crying in pain. This is the worst sprain i ever have. The first 10 mins was hell. the pain is like unstoppable one lol . my face went pale and all i could do was to hope the pain goes away. I then staggered, hopped wif the help of my frens to the canteen . The pain still wont go. They bought some ice and put on my legs. Cai zhi came n said " this is a blessing in disguise" i was like WTF?!
then he said" at least now u cant play bball n have to study " i was quite touched by cai zhi ^^ . even zhi ang my bestest best fren taught me how to save tad leg lol. otho i dun really understand a thing he says, hes too fast.
Went je n was still unable to walk by myself. I wan to play initial d again hehe.
but the bitch had to kick us out. Then the way home by myself was horrible. I normally took 5mins to walk from the bustop to home but today i took a nice 20mins. i was staggering n dragging lol. guess i really cant play bball for the rest of this holiday liao . im now wondering how to go school tml o.0" . I hope this will really be a blessing to me like wad cai zhi saed lol ..

i wish u could share the pain,
but i noe its impossible-

2006-05-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

start of mugging
today went out wif john to je lib n do some hw . at first i tried physics assignment and the next moment i gave up . lol . i jus dun like physics, math n a math !! after bring stuck to 2 pages of the assignment for 2 hrs. the ever hungry john urged me to go to the food court and eat. After eating, the arcade drew us close. n i decided to play my fav game - INITIAL d !~woo.! i bought a memory card n won the easiest com player on happougahara (hardest I course). while making the card , i didnt noe wad to type for the name coz i dunno jap =X i chose my fav car the tofu car AE86 but chose rong tune zz . A course had better tunes but i chose B coz it looked nicer lol . anyway after awhile i got trashed by a lil kid using impreza car . abit embarassed but afterall im a noob. face it lol . then went back to study n finished bio mid yr except essay wif john . i felt i at least did something today n this marks the beggining of hiong june holi. maybe a june holi i nv used to have . this june holi gonna be hell studying n finishing hw =X hope i can survive thru . anyways gd luk to those taking cl paper tml , all the best. Get this cl exam over n done wif n no more chinese lessons for the rest of this yr!!! (i think? lol) . very late ler .. tml still got lessons .sleep liao gd nite~

2006-05-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

Last and most memorable ncc act. =)
Went to collect jersey . to my surprise, nasair was on task! lol. Everything was fine except for hanxiao's jersey wich became XH LOL.(originally HX) n we decided to use the leftover $20 for jun jie's jersey .. =D then we went macs n play 'zong ji mi ma' lol.. zhan hui was the setter n we mixed one really disgusting cup of 'goodie' consisting of chilli sauce, ice, bbq sauce, curry sauce etc etc. the first to tio 3 times will drink it n we added a new rule tad if at the end still nobody tio 3 times then zhan hui drink. true enuf, zhanhui had to drink lol. but he was sporting enuf to take a sip n went to vommit LOL. we wore our jersey n hun into the arcade at queensway . quite a runout place tad has 4 daytona machine. for the first 2 tokens on 2 diff machines the gear wont work lol.. waste. ys won one time then zhuai .. After act, we went to play soccer in our new JERSEY hehe. play play play n it started to rain .. but we heck n play on. it cont raining but we didnt go coz theres a group of chinese high girls training soccer =X we didnt wanna be weaker than them lol . then in the end we got totally drenched . its like kicking a ball in a chocolate pool (mud all over) lol.. then went je n trash ys back 3 times . now he cant zhuai ..... the bball game was hardcore, some of us trying 3 pointer lol. the best score was like 400+ (beat us ^^) totally a wonderful day hehe but tad marks the end of ncc .. o lvls liao . siann .. woo wad a long post haha . tads all for today bah .

2006-05-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

ZzZ
Slept all the way today except during pe lesson n break .. on the bus trip alrdy doze off luckily i somehow woke up b4 reaching the school so quite heng. Head was totally giddy . even the return of mdm soh didnt energize me. i was feeeling totally tired. math n geog i totally slept thru . dam sian.. zzz pe played bball yet again lol .. n c lit kicked soccer totally tiring but i still like it. rain rain rain zz

2006-05-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

Tired.
zz today bball n more bball lol until so tired now .. morning pe 4C vs 4D n 4D won by 4 points lol .. quite an achievement coz 4C got shang zhi =X the imbar champ. PdP lesson faizad tok kok alot but quite meaningful. lol anyway im out of SSS!! woot. after the hard work i finally got out but my frens still ask me to go wif them . this time SSS comes wif the addition of zhi peng n one more guy (forgot hu). Assembly was boring. The teacher talking cant speak good english n likes to tok kok (totally no link things). after tad went xk house n bball again lol . so kam tired now. tml still got c lit lol can hardcore soccer . o ya and BO YUAN BURST OUR CLASS BALL LOL pro him. now the poor ball is like a piece of rubber lol . i go rest my leggss ler tads all for today .

im not transparent,
I know the day will nv come,
but still foolishly waiting,
hoping it will come one day.
-given up all hopes

2006-05-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

Pain,Pain
Mrs lim is cute! She watches da chang jing lol. she oso got scammed by a vending machine b4 put $1 get back 40cents lol. She even made a study plan for us. 8 am to 12 pm study. 2 to 6 cont studying. 8 to 11 cont studying. wich is 11 hrs str8. n she says we only need 20 mins to recharge ourselves. lol imagine the no. of hours i sleep per day.. mrs lim rox! shes quite fun at times n she teaches well . Physics looks gone. mdm soh still continues mapling wif mdm chia . the relief teacher is driving me nuts! =X
As expected, the responsible jersey guy named NASAIR did not made our jersey again otho we called last week n he saed it would be rdy by last saturday. He would start off with " YO BROTHER" -.- but he nv completes his task on time . This jersey thing has been delayed like 1 month liao zz. But we somehow r addicted to the curry chicken rice n laksa at queensway . its so dam nice man.
Coming back, we decided not to be seen n take the 'hidden' way back to school-.-
Wei qin insist tad theres a 'hole' somewhere at the rifle range but there isnt -.- in the end we end up climbing the gate n some of us crawl dog hole . i dun wanna be a dog n climb the gate but dam noob hurt myself instead lol nvm jus some scratches next try hopefully better climb =) As for some ppl hu crawl dog hole i shall not say hu they r,but zhen huan, yong sheng pls dun crawl the dog hole the next time ! X)

2006-05-22T16:28:00.000+08:00

Faizy's back!
hehe.. feeling much better today and faizy's back! woot. however mdm chia remains absent (for mapling reasons). the june holiday schedule is out.. ONLY ONE PHYSICS LESSON (nooooooo my fav lesson ). got back results slip and i think i did improve.. L1r5 18 .thats the first time i get below 20 n i m quite happy about it . El lesson was meaningful today . we were given strings n mr faizy told us to hang ourself wif it -.- for the bad results. Then it was actually for an activity where both our hands r tied by the string and is entangled wif another partner's string whose hands r oso tied. He only allowed one person to tok n the other mute n wer supposed to free ourselves. Me and chyuan sheng tried n tried but to no avail n seeing other ppl do it like no kick, and also get even more tangled up lol. There was actually a trick wich is hard to explain but thru this activity we learn tad communication is very impt , something like tad.
Anyways, continue to work hard for ur exams n hope everyone gets 6 for o'lvls =)

2006-05-21T19:24:00.000+08:00

=S
woke up early in the morning at 8 by a stomachache. Headache, tired, muscle ache, feeling totally uncomfortable. The horrible feeling stayed on even till now. Starting to feel cold also.totally sickED zz mus be the hot dogs from the can i ate ytd =X . guess i will sleep early tonight.
im down.

he who has no health has no hope;
and he who has no hope has nothing.

2006-05-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

Bored.
dam boring today ..zz nth to write oso . whole day jus play com watch tv . boring. hopefully tml can go out n play some bball n initial D but not likely zzz . maple oso kam boring la train train train still same thing .. maple starts to get fun somehow at night tho lol .. dying to reach lv 40 n try tad umbrella !

sometimes,
when you are hoping for something to come,
it doesnt comes,
even if it does,
it is not as nice as expected,
it passes quikly,
soon all's gone,
then regret not doing the right thing.

many things in life is only after losing them tad u start to realise y u didnt treasure them previously. regrets.

2006-05-19T20:16:00.000+08:00

Treasure ur loved ones b4 u lose them ..
I am starting to miss mdm soh n mr faizy =( today first period is sergeant tan(TCL)'s chinese lesson. As usual he ap us, very sian. i think he still resent his days as a third sergeant in his army life.He likes to use terms like "fall in/fall out" and command us to sit n stand sit n stand -.-. Next up was physics, n mdm soh was not here again. The relief teacher has reached bullet speed but i somehow understand abit liao .. but i still wan mdm soh!! =( Ss lesson mdm chia pon n play maple again (otho they say she on course i dun blive). Miss laura took over. She was nice but too slack. One ss question she can use 5 mins when mdm chia used 1 period lol. Chem was fun! can play wif the models n we were fighting to be the first to complete structures miss eu asked us to make lol. Zhi ang my best fren wanted to win as well but nt to him (we own him alive!)CCa was funny. We were on a secret mission to dispose some soil secretly LOL . We moved silently n secretly n dumped the soil at some place (like some murder) n jin liang broke the poor auntie's mop while trying to clear the soil off lol. then miss lee caught us n say "wad u doing! i need the soil! " wad a waste of effort, if we had knew she wanted the soil we wouldnt carry out "mission impossible" lol-.-
playeed bball after cca n forgel is jus one big tank cant push him away! lol .. sorry for the long post today but too many things to say haha... ty for the time n if u dun mind pls tag=)

2006-05-18T16:19:00.000+08:00

Sound addEd
Finally i manage to put a bg sound for the blog . It is my fav song - feng by jay. It may take some time to load but the song is really nice. Ytd the physics test was totally hardcore .. i could not finish it lol . the qns all so hard oso . Today physics responsible mdm soh was busy cannot take lesson then the relief teacher took over. The way she teach is jus as hardcore as mdm soh , no wonder shes her student . She was so fast tad even nicholas the most zhuai n smart guy cant understand lol. Worse thing is she say she gonna teach us again tml GG -.- math lesson was boring as usual n mr ng said those hu fail a math mus retest . then i was totally sian diao . then he said dun worry only those hu get f9 will need to retest .
i was like I GOT F9 LA ! WADS THE DIFF.. sian......... lol dun care go play maple liao .

2006-05-16T22:09:00.000+08:00

Quite surprising
Today quite suay n quite lucky oso .. during c lit went to play bball in uniform .
touch the ball like 3 mins then mr d.lim was alrdy signalling to ask me to go . then we all walked there n he saed he only wanted to tok to me . " u r going to miss ur next lesson" totally sian diao . he can get quite fierce sometimes lo .
To my surprise when we sat down n chat , he saed he was in good mood and was smILIng, lol. quite a surprise la . he nv scolded me somemore cool. After that mr ng has to come n say u got 30 for ur a math -.-" so far haven failed any subject then now come one f9 zzz he still say is not lousy is very very lousy! :( Anyways today cca went to hand in the jersey no. n wordings (the RESPONSIBLE jersey guy lost the original list we gave) at queensway. Wei jian n gang as usual hog the soccer game at tad dunnoe wad jogga bonito shop .. soccer crazy ppl. bia physics for 2 hrs until sian. i guess i gave up on definitions .. lol
now for some maple!

2006-05-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

ResolvED conflict
yay. resolve 2 conflicts today ..i dun like to quarrel oso . so strange that ur fren become a stranger or worse, enemy. tad feeling sux! tml hopefully can get jersey! our very own ncc jersey haha! make sure tad irresponsible jersey guy keeps his word of making it in one week . wednesday physics test alrdy sian liao . but not bad jus now the dota game was good ! ok sleep ler gd nite .

YoYO!~

2006-05-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo! First time make blog.. not bad hor? but the template not i make one tho lol..
i dunnoe how enthu i can keep up wif this blog but i try my best =) lol .. anyway xk im sorry
for ytd . i didnt noe u were in bad mood n all tad stuff . Sorry :(